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"Chain keep us together." - The Chain, Fleetwood Mac
“Thanks,” Dean mutters, knocking you with his shoulder.
You’re still not sure this is a good idea. You can't shake that feeling in the back of your mind, that sense that something isn’t quite right. But when you look over at Dean, he’s smiling—a small, earnest thing that you rarely ever see on his face. And isn’t that why you left Sioux Falls with him in the first place? “‘Course.” You lean over to knock your shoulder against his too.
You think you’d probably ignore every instinct if it meant helping your boys. -
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Working your way through college, you find a secretary job with great pay and more than enough downtime on the clock to get your coursework done. The only downside is that it leaves you with no choice but to attend night classes. But it's not so bad, especially with Mysterious Hot Guy attending them as well. Oh, and there's been blood bags going missing, but you're pretty sure that's not going to be relevant to your life any time soon.
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i can be your antidote by grudgesxreader (holdinggrudges)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Apr 2025
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You fucking hate witches. Especially the one that hit you and Sam Winchester, whom you've been harboring a crush on for years, with a sex curse.
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splinters in my knuckles by grudgesxreader (holdinggrudges)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Feb 2025
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It would not be your first choice to work with the demon girl. But the younger Winchester, the boy with the demon blood, seems to have grown quite fond of her. And Dean, well…he, like you, doesn’t trust her, you can tell, but he trusts his brother more implicitly than you’ve seen some of your brethren trust their own. And so Dean Winchester insists, and every angel in heaven knows that, in the end, what the righteous man wants, the righteous man will get. But you have a job to do. Your mission is to protect the brothers, and Ruby’s presence sticks in your mind like a splinter. She’s dangerous, she must be. You need to neutralize the threat.
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Sam has a thing about control. So when the pieces don’t quite fall into place—when a hunt goes a little sideways, for example—Sam can get a little…twitchy. Antsy, irritable. What you’ve learned, though, is that it’s all too easy to give him back that control. To let him take it from you.
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au: every person is born with an identifying mark on their ankle. when you fall in love with someone, you gain their mark somewhere on your body.
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As a favor to your friends, you agree to have an android prototype live with you during it's beta testing period. The android, Sam, ends up being far more than you bargained for, and more human than you ever imagined.
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An android Sam college AU. Possibly a crack idea taken quite seriously and sexily.
Rated M for hot robot sex
Bookmarked by grudgesxreader (holdinggrudges)
02 Apr 2025
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ANDROID SAM I EXPLODE !!! so incredibly well written
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Tav’s eyes drifted off and she realizes she’s actually daydreaming about getting fucked senseless by her husband. This is completely within reach. Now she’s just got to figure out a way to draw it out of him and… Fuck. She can seduce him, reduce him to the needy thing he was before. She’s sure of it.
Tav flips through a few pages before deciding on what to try first.
(AKA the fic where Tav gets an idea from a naughty book and then promptly "stuck" under her bed)
Bookmarked by grudgesxreader (holdinggrudges)
31 Mar 2025
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holy fucking shit oh my god
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Treat your mouth as if it's heaven's gate by sorryitsmyfirstdayonearth
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Mar 2025
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A case brings you and Sam to church, which means Sam needs to dress up as a priest. It's not your fault that it brings such sinful thoughts to you, but it is your fault that you start acting on them...
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10 Mar 2025
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SAM IN THE PRIEST OUTFIT!!!!!!
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Christopher starts shaking more violently then. “Buck jumped back in the water for me.”
There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT. Eddie is used to knowing what to do, and how to do it; who to help, and where. Yet now, hopelessness splits through him like a bullet. Eddie doesn’t know what else to do other than hold his kid tighter and press his lips to his temple.
“Is that– Christopher?” Hen asks over his shoulder. The tiny pocket of universe that he’s created with just him, his son, and Buck’s name battering in his chest unravels.
Still keeping Christopher in his arms, Eddie rises to his feet. “I made Buck watch him for the day to get him out of the house. He– he brought him to the pier.”
“Where is he, Eddie?” Bobby asks carefully.
There’s a protocol for a lot of scenarios, both in the Army and as an EMT, but not for this.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
Evan Buckley can’t look his best friend in the eye and tell him he failed, so he doesn’t. He stumbles around a drowning wasteland looking for the brightest little boy he’s ever known, and when he can’t find him, he just… keeps on walking.
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30 Sep 2024
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literally crying sobbing throwing up etc omg read it read it read it
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“I’m just wondering,” Sam winces, knowing his question is stupid, “why are you still a virgin?” You’re about to laugh in his face, but the earnestness in Sam’s voice makes you hesitate. His question is a genuine one. “...That sounds awful, m’ sorry. But, c’mon. You’re smart enough to know how pretty you are. Charmin’ enough to use it, too. I mean, I’d…”
He caught himself. “—Anyone, would, uh…”
Sam didn’t finish his thought. He changed his grip on the shotgun swinging from his hand, self-conscious, and cleared his throat.
Well. That wasn’t obvious at all. No way in hell you were leaving that alone.
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Or: a reverse of my other fic, You're A Natural, but this time Sam gives Reader the time of her life ;) all alone ;) in a cozy cabin ;)
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- Part 3 of uncouth's spn fics
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Bookmarked by grudgesxreader (holdinggrudges)
20 Sep 2024
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sam winchester the man that you are