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Shane Hollander didn't masturbate.
That was true right up until it wasn't. But when Ilya Rozanov sits across from him on that gym floor and insists he drink, Shane begins to give some credence to the idea. And he has to figure out just how he likes to make himself feel good, all while trying to keep down the guilt and shame in his chest. For eight years.
Takes place over the entire Season 1 timeline.
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in her voice by Snofkins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Nobody has told Shane the wanting would be the easy part. It hadn’t felt easy at the time, not when he’d spent a semester wanting to wring Ilya’s neck and then kiss it better.
Sequel to things she left behind: go read that first :)
After graduation looms and the NHL draft draws closer, Shane and Ilya learn to build a relationship in the quiet spaces between hockey games, photographs, and all the things they still can't say out loud.
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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We Can Burn Brighter Than The Sun by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Dec 2025
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Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”--
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falling into you by quinnfuhbeay
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.
Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.
It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.
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Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.