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    Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.

    Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”

    “...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”

    “I know.”

    “And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”

    “I know.”

    “And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.

    Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”

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    OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
    set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Caleb laughed as he kissed Essek’s cheek softly and fell back to continue his reading, “Don’t judge it till you try it.”
    “If that is the case, then I will never be allowed to judge,” Essek absentmindedly flipped a page in his book.
    “I’m not so sure. I can imagine you with dirt on your face and ink staining your hands.”
    “Perish the thought,” was all Essek had to say on the matter before the two fell into a comfortable silence as they read.
    The problem was that Caleb could not allow the thought to perish.

    Day 1- Ink

    Caleb wastes some very fine ink, Essek tries to teach Caleb prestidigitation at the worst possible time, and both of them learn that sometimes messes are more fun together.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    Caleb has a habit of slipping back into Zemnian when his guard is down.

    Or: Five times Essek didn’t understand, and one time he absolutely did, the little shit.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    Jester keeps interrupting the wizards' fun, but she's sweet about it.

    Wherein, Essek becomes gradually more comfortable showing his sexual side to his friends. And eventually, maybe, starts to realize he has more love for more people than he thought possible. Caleb eases him so carefully into those uncharted waters and well, there's some fun and beauty that awaits their little found family.

    It started as a dumb premise. But the more I think about it, the more I see Essek unlocking a side of himself that he never expected. Added an appropriate tag: porn with feelings. There are lots of em. And, very importantly, healthy communication. They may struggle from time to time, but they are trying their best to do this right.

    Experimentation is the name of the game. Strap in (heh), we're talking about some big questions in this silly little smut fic.

    If you're here for mono shadowgast, that's the main focus. I'll mark the poly chapters with "(poly)" so you can skip 'em, if that ain't your thing. Wizards are each others' primaries, first and foremost, and they're gonna feel out what kind of poly situation suits them best beyond that.

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    06 Oct 2025