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    Shane Hollander is working as a camboy. He enjoys the side job because he makes a decent living, likes exploring himself on camera, and loves performing in front of thousands of people. He's proud to be the top performer on the website and has the gold medal on his profile to prove it.

    Everything was going well for Shane until he began noticing the one person who didn't hide his hatred for him. He couldn't ignore the weeks of annoyance as their clash in personalities led him to Rozanov and his own shows.

    Rozanov was the only camboy who managed to overtake him as the top performer. Shane works hard to earn it back, and a rivalry forms between them as they both compete for the gold.

    But as Shane becomes more fixated with beating Rozanov, their rivalry leads to them becoming more entangled in each other's lives in private.

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    Or, A rival camboy AU

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    In the beginning, suggesting Ilya move to Ottawa seemed to be a bridge over a previously unpassable body of water. It felt like a lifeline, a breath of air after drowning for years upon years. Maybe it was, at first. Shane got to have it all, everything he wanted. But despite his willingness to go along with whatever Shane wants, he can tell it’s been weighing on Ilya. He’d given up everything, and Shane can feel how lonely he is. He can see his bright eyes dimming, his laugh growing hollow; he’s withering away while Shane is emptying everything he has into a sport that can never love him back the way Ilya does.
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    Two years after Ilya moves to Ottawa, Shane decides he's worth more than anything Montreal can give him. He won't let Ilya be the only one who makes sacrifices for their relationship. But he doesn't know that Ilya has been struggling, secretly and in silence. And now the only question is if Shane is too late.
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    An alternative version of Shane changing teams and deciding to move to Ottawa willingly, on his own accord, without being outed. He and Ilya are honest with each other - but not before a bit of angst ensues.
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  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov's rival camboy AU.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    An open door was hardly an invitation for a man like Shane—someone who navigated life by second-guessing, who agonized over every choice laid in front of him.

    But maybe that was the point

    Maybe that was Ilya’s part in his life—Shane’s reckoning with letting go.

    Or an AU in which Shane and Ilya are roommates, Ilya has an OnlyFans, Shane works at the boxing gym, and everyone around them thinks they’re already married.

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    The victims all say the same thing afterward:

    They knew exactly what they were doing.

    While investigating a synthetic rut inducer linked to organized crime, Agent Shane Hollander is forced into partnership with undercover operative Ilya Rozanov; controlled, dangerous, and far too easy to want. Shane has spent years building his life around control; control of his instincts, control of his body, control of the people around him.

    Then Shane gets dosed with the drug himself.

    And recognition, it turns out, is the worst part.

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