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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Cullen hasn't been the same since Kinloch. He was tortured by demons and blood mages. How could he be the same man after that?
    Now, a decade later, he's part of something he truly believes in again in the Inquisition and he finds himself falling for the Inquisitor.

    A telling of the romance from Cullen's POV set from the start of In Hushed Whispers through to the end.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    When Dorian helps Shepard find a way back from Thedas she decides to find out what happened to the galaxy left behind in her wake. When she's gone Cullen Rutherford realizes too late that he may have pushed away the only woman he ever truly loved.

    This story serves as an alternate ending to its predecessor The Road In is Not the Same Road Out. You do not need to read that story to read this one. In the previous story Shepard was transported to Thedas by the Crucible blast after destroying the Reapers and aided the Inquisition with the fight against Corypheus.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Commander Shepard has dedicated her life to the Alliance and being a soldier is everything she knows. She is prepared to sacrifice herself to save the galaxy from the Reapers, so when she has to make a call she chooses to destroy them. The strange confluence of energy displaces her to a new world and, without the Alliance to define her, Shepard will discover who she truly is while trying to recover what she lost.

    [Note: if FemShep/Garrus is your OTP this story may throw you, but it would be cool if you gave it a chance anyway! Shepard and Garrus hooked up in ME2 but amicably ended things in ME3 because Shepard was afraid to ruin their friendship.]

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Inquisitor Ophelia Lavellan never asked for power—but war, loss, and duty have made her stronger, and more vulnerable, than she ever expected. Commander Cullen Rutherford stands at her side, steady and distant… until the weight of their pasts begins to draw them closer.

    Fragments of Us is a slow-burn, Cullen x Lavellan romance that unfolds between battles and quiet nights. It explores healing, trust, and the kind of love that grows in the silence between two survivors.

    Update weekly!

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Emmaleia was sent to simply spy on the conclave and report back to her mother - Keeper Deshanna Lavellan. But it all goes wrong and Emmaleia finds herself thrust into a place of leadership and worst of all called the Herald of Andraste! She throws herself into the face of danger for the good of the Thedas and discovers something unexpected along the way.

    Cullen Stanton Rutherford came to the conclave at the behest of Seeker Cassandra Pentaghast. He leaves Kirkwall to return to Fereldan and finds himself in the line of duty again...this time as the Commander of the Inquisition Army. Cassandra assures him he is the best man for the job but he has doubts...and then someone comes along and makes him hope for a future that he could be a part of.

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    20 Jun 2026