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Suzaku is a normal guy, living a normal, mundane life. He keeps a perfect schedule of his mornings to a tight timeframe. This all goes wrong when he forgets something crucial to his morning routine and runs into a black cat with cute purple eyes.
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The Other Tab Over by siraxav for meridies
Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series, Decayed and Decrepit (Web Series)
24 May 2026
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Pili has grown impatient waiting for his favorite author, Silasvk, to update his fic. When he finally does, some revelations are made.
(Spinoff of Oneshot by Meridies)!
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Suzaku (reluctantly) goes to Shirley's birthday party. He plays spin the bottle with the student council and ends up in a closet with Lelouch.
Suzaku also finds himself kissing his mortal enemy, Zero, while he sits on his lap. He kinda tastes like Lelouch. Weird. I wonder what that means.
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The ground from here looks a million miles away. Would it hurt if he fell? Would he bleed out slowly onto the cold snow, waiting for a miserable death to take him away? Or, would he go in an instant? Watching the earth come closer to him, weightlessness taking the place of gravity, then, nothing.
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Saparata struggles with suicide, while also struggling with the betrayal from the man he was in love with.
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Saps steps closer to the mirror, his mouth falling open when the reflection copies every movement he makes. He smiles and watches in disbelief as Flux's face smiles back, feeding enough nightmare fuel for the night. This only confirms what he suspects. For some twisted reason he can't understand, he’s now in Flux's body.
Flux and Saps who can't stand each other swap bodies. Now they have to live in each other's skin, try not to ruin each other's lives, and be forced to realize that, maybe, just maybe, they might have been wrong about each other and about everything.
or, Flux is a little shit. Saps decides that two can play the game, and chaos ensues.
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- Part 2 of Same Soul, Different Skin
Bookmarked by siraxav
20 Jul 2026
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Of three things, Flux is absolutely certain:
1. He is absolutely, totally, head-over-heels in love with Saps.
2. He should have never, ever agreed to Saps' fake-dating proposal to trick all their friends.
3. But he has agreed, and now this whole scheme is going to completely tear him apart when it’s over. Even worse, it’s all going to be his own fault.Series
- Part 1 of riot! no- pivot!
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At the start of his senior year, Flux is feeling on top of the world. He's won the housing lottery and gotten into his top choice of classes. Even better, the newest season of Decayed and Decrepit (his current fandom obsession) premieres in a couple weeks. In fact, Flux is almost feeling good enough to believe that this might be the year in which he finally works up the courage to confess to his online best friend, Silas, about the years-long crush Flux has on him.
That is, until Saparata shows up: Flux's biggest academic rival and the most insufferable person on campus, who seems determined to ruin Flux's good mood and make his life a living hell.
or: the one in which Flux pines, writes fanfiction, mistakenly falls for the same person twice, and makes a lot of bad decisions along the way.
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Bookmarked by siraxav
24 Apr 2026
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i usually save public bookmarks for fics that i’ve fully completed, but this is genuinely the best fanfiction i have ever read. The small characterizations woven into every paragraph to build up an amazing portrait of different character arcs is stunningly well executed. If you like fluxarata, read this. I will be sat every single sunday.
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Now that they were out of it, neither Fluixon or Saparata spoke much about that summer: the hazy period of time where they seemed to argue about everything. It was the summer that Sidefall came to live with them, and it had been the summer in which everything went wrong at once.
or: Flux on marriage, adulthood, the perils of raising his seventeen year old nephew, and what it takes to love.
Bookmarked by siraxav
18 Apr 2026
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a wonderful story about the hardships of adult life, love it.
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As Saparata looks at the drop, he thinks back on the dismantlement manuals he was made to read in the past. If there was one thing they kept consistent in those texts, it would be something along the lines of how dying is a mercy for systems like him—that there was nothing better to fix a broken system than with an end.
At what velocity would it take for him to be fixed?
Saparata doesn’t understand what it’s like to be human, but he thinks Fluixon is the closest he’ll get to it.
Bookmarked by siraxav
09 Apr 2026
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soooo sad but this is so good