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    Sunghoon wasn't prepared for his ex-boyfriend to move into the apartment across from his; not after the boy had disappeared without explanation three years ago, just when he needed him most.
    The door that adults forced them to close at the end of their teenage years opens again, giving way to everything: unhealed wounds, unresolved misunderstandings, and perhaps, an unextinguished love.
    Sunoo, with the last of his scarce strength, insists on getting closer. Sunghoon, immersed in the demands of early adulthood and a routine of sudden responsibilities, resists experiencing for a second time that pain that pushed him to the limit before.
    But seeking answers becomes inevitable, just as it becomes inevitable to break a little more when obtaining them.

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    14 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    Almost everybody has seen Bokuto Koutarou in one of his dejected modes, but only one person truly gets to see him break down.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Jean was eyeing him thoughtfully. “Unless you want to hang out?” he asked. “My roommate is at his boyfriend’s.”

    The word echoed like a gong in Jeremy’s head. Whatever was going on with his expression made Jean frown. “I’m not gay,” he clarified.

    “I know, me neither,” Jeremy said, quickly.

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    A story about a Jeremy who had a harder path to finding his true self, but still found Jean anyway

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    01 Dec 2024

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    Mine, thinks Satoru as he latches onto the juncture between Suguru’s neck and shoulder with his mouth. Mine, thinks Satoru as he puckers his lips and inhales, until pale skin turns into a violet blemish. Mine, thinks Satoru as he traces the path of Suguru’s clavicle with an eager tongue, then the curve of his shoulders, the trail of saliva he leaves behind a cartography of Suguru’s valleys and ridges. Mine, thinks Satoru as he continues to suck hickeys into every inch and corner of Suguru’s skin, like filling in an empty sky with purplish-blue starbursts.

    They bump into Suguru's ex. Cue jealous, possessive sex.

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    06 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    That day, all throughout the full-set match, every time the hitter—Fukuroudani’s Number 12— tries to grab point after point, Akaashi watches him handle each ball like it’s his very first time on the court, with his soul still filled to the brim with serious love and amazement for the game. He watches him pour that love into each movement, golden eyes lit up like a call to action, and when he bursts through the air like a rising star, Akaashi can’t help but feel himself rise, as well.

    Like Venus in the night sky, where each daylight blazes for a year,

    Tell me, universe, does he burn this bright for his soulmate, too?

    In which Akaashi has a broken soulmate thread while Bokuto's is still very much intact (but they find a way to be together regardless).

    Or: A study in hopeless longing and world-defying choices, penned lovingly by Akaashi Keiji and Bokuto Koutarou.

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    22 Jun 2024