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“I can’t remember your name, or who you even are, but you just seem so familiar,” Felix mutters, eyes gazing up at him as his hands twitch to brush a stray piece of Hyunjin’s hair away from his face. “I just feel like I can trust you.”
“What the fuck?” Hyunjin stares at him in shock, then glances sideways at Jisung and Seungmin. “Is this some kind of a sick joke?”
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Hyunjin and Felix are coworkers who have always had it out for each other’s throats. To make it simple and clear, they have long since established their mutual hatred for one another. Regardless of what happened on one specific night that they will never speak about again, Hyunjin hates Felix, and vice-versa. Or at least, that’s what Hyunjin has always thought until Felix turns his whole world upside down when one day he loses his memory yet has this unexplainable trust and feelings towards Hyunjin that sends both of them reeling out of their annoying, yet comfortable dynamic.
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Lee Felix, who is now almost twenty five years old, is completely different from the trainee Hyunjin met when he was seventeen — nervous but determined — but hasn't changed even one bit at the same time. His freckles are darker, much like constellations in the night sky, guiding the way for sailors at sea. And his freckles have always guided Hyunjin back to home.
Lee Felix, the greatest loss of his life.
“Hi.”
And Hyunjin feels like he’s seeing Felix for the first time all over again.
“Hi,” he replies.
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Best friends, lovers but not quite lovers, and soulmates Hwang Hyunjin and Lee Felix are forced to come face to face with each other after five years of distance to celebrate the upcoming 8th anniversary of Stray Kids, one of the most successful project groups to have been made. Turns out, meeting that one person in your life you never really got closure with only brings up those unresolved feelings, just ten times more intense.
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“Hey, if you don’t mind…” Felix tries to brace himself — asking someone out has never been this nerve wracking for him. Maybe it’s just the effect Hyunjin has on him. “Could I get your number?”
The smile that had been on Hyunjin’s face all along suddenly disappears, as he turns more stern, yet slightly sad. “If you’re trying to get to Jaeyoon, then I’m sorry, he’s not interested.”
Felix’s mind goes blank, as confusion takes over him. What the fuck? “Oh, no, no, I’m not interested in him,” Felix says, understanding how the misunderstanding must’ve taken place. “I’m interested in you.”
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Felix has never really understood why some people gush over the managers of K-pop idols so much, that is, until he meets Hwang Hyunjin and he keeps wanting more.
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“We could run away. Together.” Hyunjin slowly held out his hand, the pair of black and white translucent rings glimmering in the sun. “Do you want to run away with me?”
Another cherry blossom fell as Felix locked eyes with Hyunjin.
It was the birth of spring.
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when Lee Felix asks Hwang Hyunjin to fake date him after they meet on a blind date, simply so that he could get some escape from his friends who keep trying to set him up with others, Hyunjin makes possibly the dumbest decision of his life.
He says yes.
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deep inside, i've never felt alive. (without you in my life) by moon (starlixie)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
26 Mar 2023
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felix doesn’t feel the difference between days anymore. he’s simply numb to everything. he can’t remember the last time he found the energy in him to care, or at least pretend to. he’s never felt this lonely, feeling like a stranger even amidst friends and family. the world around him consists of blurred colors, the one constant light that shone on everything gone. simply gone.
i miss the way you felt so close to my bones.
or, lee felix has been spending his days and nights lonelier than ever and decides to call the only person who'd ever made him feel complete before: hwang hyunjin.
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The Dam Oneshots by ithinkhedidit, starlixie
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
22 Jun 2021
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~PJO and HoO oneshots by your FAVORITE writing duo, ohhgoddamn and ithinkhedidit!~
The oneshots can include original ideas, writing prompts, dialogue prompts and whatnot
Therefore: beware. This story can go from 1 to 100 in 2 seconds. And these stories may get a bit weird
Soooo strap in and welcome to ‘the dam oneshots’
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“I’m here to make you feel a little less alone,” he says. There’s a small smile on his lips, the same one he gave Hyunjin before the car exploded.
The human brain is incapable of making new faces. It catalogs and recycles memories. It isn’t a creative engine. All creativity is built upon previous inspirations, a self-serving cycle that grows and blooms. Every person Hyunjin has dreamt of exists in the real world, made of an amalgamation of blurry features. But they are never this detailed.
Hyunjin doesn’t remember Felix. He doesn’t know why he wouldn’t. Felix has the the kind of face that would make artists grovel at his feet just so they could draw him.
After a car accident, Hyunjin finds himself unable to sleep. Desperate to fix his insomnia before his hiatus ends, he goes to a shaman for help in the form of dream therapy. There, he meets Felix--too kind to be real, too human to be just a figment of the imagination.
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"I was almost 200 when I met him for the first time. I’d met him 18 more times since then, but I was always scared it would be the last. Souls don’t last forever. Sadly, I do."
Lee Felix in an immortal who meets Hwang Hyunjin. Then he meets him again. Then eighteen more times.
Bookmarked by moon (starlixie)
06 May 2023
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hauntingly beautiful, a masterpiece basically. if it made me cry, it'll make you cry too
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hiraeth
(n.) a deep, inborn sense of yearning for a home, feeling, or person that is beyond this plane of existenceor: felix will look for hyunjin in every lifetime, until they finally stay.
Bookmarked by moon (starlixie)
19 Jan 2026
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i wish i could erase my memories and read this again for the first time whenever i want to
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Professional hockey player Hwang Hyunjin has been rivals with Lee Felix since the day they met. Both he and Felix are at the height of the Korean national hockey league: the best players of their generation, and with a rivalry that single-handedly sells out games. He should despise Felix with every fiber of his being.
Somehow, though, he keeps finding himself in Felix's bed.
Or: a hyunlix rivals-with-benefits-to-lovers professional hockey au
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- Part 1 of skz hockey au
Bookmarked by moon (starlixie)
31 Dec 2025
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10/10, no further notes, would recommend
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When Felix stands and turns to leave, Hyunjin does not follow. He holds still, watches Felix’s retreating back, and wonders how many times he’ll have to live this same scene over again before something finally gives.
Long after Felix is gone, he still wonders.
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Bookmarked by moon (starlixie)
17 Apr 2023
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THE best hf fic ever, I've reread it over 3 times and I cried every single time, the best hurt comfort fic fr <3