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does it keep you in control? by tomlisonstyles
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Feb 2026
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Shane thought he was going to break right there. He knew his hands were trembling but now when Ilya mentioned it, he could feel that his entire body was shaking. His breathing was shallow and his throat dry. He felt really ill all of a sudden, like going-to-throw-up-any-second-ill.
Or; Shane Hollander is afraid to fall asleep and doesn't confide in Ilya.
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Louis loses his job and keeps it from Harry, resulting in mistrust in their marriage.
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"Please don't leave..." Harry sobs, tears running down his pretty face.
"I need you Louis.."
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I Am in Control by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander did not have an eating disorder. . Shane was an adult man, a millionaire, a high level athlete. And Shane did eat. He was just particular. That’s what he told himself.
Musings on the interaction between Shane's autism, perfectionism, athletic career and relationship.
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28 Feb 2026
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the minds claim over the body by jinboyfie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Any normal person would think he was insane for being on the brink of tears while brushing his teeth or taking a shower and just thinking about that made him feel like the most incompetent person in the world.
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Or, Ilya experiences his first intense depressive episode since him and Shane got married.
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23 Feb 2026
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Pantomime by sunleashed (anidalaafterdark)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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“I said—” Shane clears his throat and straightens out his shoulders. He’ll probably say yes without thinking and go right back to his game. “What do you think about trying out some role play? You know, like— you’re a housekeeper, I’m a guest.”
The cogs in Ilya’s mind visibly appear to clock that the word role play left his husband’s lips— and he starts to laugh.
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Or: 5 times Shane comes up with role play ideas, and 1 time that Ilya has an idea of his own.
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23 Feb 2026
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Washing Away by RavensandFinches
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Ilya didn’t sleep well in the off season. During the season his body was physically tired enough that he could manage to semi-keep a sleep schedule. Games and practices and travel typically do enough to keep his mind from racing, allowing him to sleep fitfully. But in the off season when there is nothing to do but dry land training and swimming in the lake, sleep eludes him.
AKA I tried to write a soft insomnia fic and it ran away from me and got really sad.
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13 Feb 2026
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A Soul for Sale by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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“I’m sorry to hear that it has been getting worse, Ilya,” Galina said, a line between her brows. “Do you think something has…triggered your depressive feelings to get worse?”
Ilya had wondered the same, had tried to track down the exact moment his brain had decided to slowly suffocate him to death, but he had no answer. It was like the question of which came first: the chicken or the egg. He didn’t know which came first; his depression or simply his awareness of it.
He felt as if he had always had it—he just didn’t recognize it for what it was until he became aware of its name through the Irina Foundation’s work.
“Isn’t it just genetic?” Ilya asked. “The trigger was my birth, I think.”
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- Part 1 of game changers verse
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13 Feb 2026