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Shadow Milk Cookie found that there was no reason to ever leave the premises of their shabby cabin. Really, he had no need to! With the means to do anything or be anything at his fingertips, Shadow Milk had no need to ever leave the sanctity of their house- let alone their bedroom. If he had a choice, he never would.
Alas, his obnoxious other-half had to make his opinion known about his 'avoidant' and 'reclusive' behaviors as of late- citing that, 'I worry that you are closing in on yourself. What is happening with you, Blue bird?'
He wonders what he must have looked like to the ancient. A pitiful sight, certainly, given the hesitancy Pure Vanilla spoke with and the extended hand just hovering over trembling shoulders. He must have said something in reply- witty or biting he did not know- as the ancient's brows furrowed, and before he knew it, Shadow Milk was being pulled out of bed.
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or, after the war, Shadow Milk moves into a cabin with his other half, adopts a cat, and figures something out.
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- Part 26 of Tired Tina's PVSM/SDVN Fics
Bookmarked by vynillea
20 Mar 2026
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When petals begin to bloom in Pure Vanilla Cookie’s lungs, they are pale at first, soft and almost beautiful, like a quiet confession he never meant to speak aloud. But beauty rots quickly in a world ruled by suspicion.
The Ancients do not see a dying friend. They see corruption. They see weakness. And when the truth spills from his mouth along with blood and flowers - that the source of his affliction is a Beast - they do not offer comfort. They offer judgment. Cast out not for sin, but for loving the wrong soul, Pure Vanilla is abandoned at the edge of a faith he once embodied.
In the shadows beyond their light, he finds the very being who caused his illness - and for the first time, the petals bloom without pain. In that fragile, forbidden reciprocity, a new Soul Jam is born… and it does not shine. It Instantly fractures. It darkens. It chooses him as he chooses it. And when he rises again, it will not be as an Ancient. It will be as something far older than forgiveness - the Sixth Beast.
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- Part 2 of The Shadowvanilla hanahaki fics
Bookmarked by vynillea
02 Mar 2026
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Ever since his youth, Shadow Milk had been completely enamored with the beautiful sea creature that had graced him with his presence, falling hopelessly and irrevocably in love.
Pure Vanilla wants to court this strange and fascinating human, though he is... not quite sure that things are supposed to go this way. Oh well. At least he gets to eat those sweet, delightful little cakes.
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- Part 4 of Carra_mele's ShadowVanilla fics
Bookmarked by vynillea
28 Jan 2026
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This human—this… Pure Vanilla—was really planning to keep him here through the blood moon.
Gods. Okay. He was nervous now.
Best case? He escaped out the window the moment night fell and never came back. Where He’d finally be able to shift.
Worst case?
He killed him. Accidentally.
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- Part 2 of Lazulis—Cookies
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Bookmarked by vynillea
07 Aug 2025
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absolutely beautiful. this healed something inside of me.. the writing is amazing and it’s so sweet. the ending made me cry its so gorgeous.
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Dazai’s vision was assaulted with fiery hair, ocean eyes, fair skin… The man wore scrubs with little paw prints on them and Dazai felt his mouth dry up.
Why he had that reaction, he would ponder on later during one of his sleepless nights because Dazai had never been one for experiencing emotions, and at the moment that weird organ in his chest was fluttering-
Perhaps this man was so hideous that Dazai had gone into cardiac arrest.
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Dazai was introduced to two very important figures in his life that night, One being the dog he nearly ran over, and the other being the fiery redheaded veterinarian who coddled said dog
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- Part 17 of All hail our lord and savior Chuuya Nakahara
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Bookmarked by vynillea
27 May 2025
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absolutely beautiful, amazingly written.
changed my perspective of life
one of the best soukoku fanfics i’ve ever read.

