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    A nor'easter traps them in her apartment, forcing a confrontation not with each other, but with the ghosts of injuries past. Rafael Barba learns that some breaks never fully heal; they just learn to predict the weather.

    "Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real." — Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses

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    A jagged bottle of kombucha and a stubborn refusal to admit weakness leave Rafael Barba collapsing in a courthouse closet. Sonny Carisi has to decide between legal ethics and saving his mentor from himself.

    "It is a curious thing, the death of the proud... they die of their own armor." — George R.R. Martin

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    For more than twenty years, Olivia Benson worked to hide what she was. It took a flashbang in a Queens warehouse to expose her, placing her on the verge of a fatal Zone out. And it took the return of the one man she swore she’d never trust again to pull her back. Now, Rafael Barba isn't just in her life—he's in her head, and the silence he offers might be the only thing louder than the noise.

    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you
    Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
    I swear to love you all my life
    Hold on, I still need you

    –’Hold On’

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    For three thousand years, they have found each other in every life: as enemies in Rome, lovers in a trench, strangers on a ship to America. Now, trapped in a world of plea deals, late-night arraignments, and buried trauma, they are forced to confront the history that lives in their blood.

    Baby It was you and me
    In every other life
    Every single time
    When you met me
    Your soul remembered mine

    –’Remembered Mine’

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    Rafael Barba stumbles headfirst into an undercover operation and somehow winds up pretending to be Amanda Rollins’ submissive at a week-long sex retreat.

    It’s fine. Totally fine. He can absolutely fake being collared, compliant, and completely unfazed by his enormous crush on her.

    …Right?

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    Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. and Rafael Barba meet for the first time on Sonny's 3rd day of work at the 16th Precinct and immediately fall into bed together, starting a fling that ends up being more than either of them expected.

     

    [A Barisi "what could have been" woven throughout the canon of season 16.]

    **Updates weekly**

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    “Detective, wipe that look off your face.”

    “What look?” Nick balked. How did he know?!

    “That look,” Barba said as he flipped through the folder. The bastard was not even looking.

    “That look? You're not even looking at me.”

    “I don't have to be looking to know.”

    “To know what, Counselor?”

    Barba finally looked over to him. “That you need to wipe it off.” He had the nerve to smile.

    Nick could not believe he had the nerve to blush.

    /////
    Nick Amaro hates Rafael Barba. Until he makes him smile and he is smitten. Rafael Barba is not a fan of Nick Amaro. Until he makes a silly joke and he hears Nick laugh.

    They are both so fucked.
    ////
    Music links to follow along are now embedded in each chapter!

    Spotify soundtrack for the fic here!

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    A brilliant, arrogant magistrate is cursed to wear his soul on his skin. A kind-hearted man walks into his castle to save someone else—and stays. Magic has rules. Love does not.

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    When Drew Householder’s mother cannot bring herself to pull the plug, Rafael Barba does what he has learned to do best—he disappears.
    When he wakes, the decision has been made.
    One of his alters stepped forward while he was gone and ended a child’s life in the name of mercy. Now Rafael must turn inward, navigating a fractured internal landscape of faith, pity, grief, and guardianship to uncover the truth: who acted, why they did it, and what it means that kindness—not rage—was the hand on the switch.
    This is not a whodunit about guilt.
    It’s a reckoning with consent, moral injury, and the terrifying realization that sometimes the most dangerous choices are made out of love.

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    Rafael Barba never imagined that reading bedtime stories to Noah would become the most anticipated part of his day… nor that Olivia Benson would make him part of her little world of fairies and theater.

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    Rafael Barba, once a formidable Assistant District Attorney, has vanished after his exoneration in a high-profile homicide case. To most, his absence is expected. Detective Sonny Carisi, however, believes it’s connected to a string of brutal abductions and murders committed by an assailant known only as "Valentine." With the attacks suddenly stopping and no new leads, Carisi sets a trap for the twisted killer, pressing on without his commanding officer’s knowledge or approval. But in this deadly game, Carisi realizes he may not be the one doing the hunting.

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    On a quiet winter day, Olivia Benson enjoys a rare morning dedicated entirely to her children.
    Among cupcakes, crayons, and laughter, Sophie keeps a secret that reveals a deep, silent wish: the image of a father who exists only in her imagination… or maybe not entirely.

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    He thought the silence between them was a wall. She proved it was a door to be kicked down. Six months after Forlini's, Rafael Barba learns that being broken is just another way to be found.

    "Ring the bells that still can ring
    Forget your perfect offering
    There is a crack, a crack in everything
    That’s how the light gets in."

    — Leonard Cohen, Anthem

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    Rafael Barba considers himself a biological weapon and attempts to enforce a strict quarantine. Olivia Benson has never been one for following the rules.

    "I have no idea what's awaiting me, or what will happen when this all ends. For the moment I know this: there are sick people and they need curing." — Albert Camus, The Plague

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    When Detective Carisi fails to return from running an errand, the squad is reeling to solve the case. Can they find him or will they have to mourn another of their own?

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    Rafael Barba gets handed a murder case that just happens to involve one of his favorite detectives. Naturally, he rigs and steers the whole thing because she is not going down on his watch, not when their relationship extends well past work hours and into the kind of territory that requires locked doors and drawn curtains.

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    When an Alpha accused of raping an Omega decides the law won’t stop him, Sonny Carisi becomes more than a witness—he becomes a target.
    Taken, coerced, and pushed toward a heat he never consented to, Sonny fights to hold onto himself while a system built to protect Alphas buys his abuser time. Rafael Barba breaks ranks, defies the Council, and unleashes everything he is to bring Sonny home.
    This is not a story about instinct. It’s a story about choice—and what it costs to defend it.

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    Noah celebrates his 16th birthday.

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    Rafael Barba spent twenty years building a fortress of isolation, viewing people as variables to be subtracted. But when a human trafficking case forces him into a dangerous alliance with Olivia Benson, he offers her a weekend of total surrender that threatens to crash his entire system.

    And even if you say, even if you say no
    I'm gonna fight, babe
    'Cause what I need has taken hold
    And even if you play, even if you play dumb
    It's not gonna change me

    –’Real Feels’

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    Rafael Barba isn't a prosecutor; he's a cleaner, and the legal system is a mess that requires a scalpel. When Captain Benson and ADA Carisi stumble into his sanctuary, they must decide if they want to arrest the devil or let him balance the equation.

    Sharpen your knives for me
    Infiltrate the mind, the body
    The body
    Contract killer prose
    Calmly walks away as blood flows

    –’Bloodflows’

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