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Of Death and Resurrection by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
05 Aug 2022
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Nesta was prepared to die. For Feyre, she would give everything.
When Nesta sacrifices herself to save Feyre, the only person able to save her is the one who has hated her the most: Rhys.
Cassian was so tired of watching his mate drown in her self hatred, her despair, and he'd just wanted her to find peace. But now, he would do anything for her to wake up and come back to him, even if it meant living through that grief and sorrow all over again.
This is an AU for ACOSF, where Nesta trades her life for Feyre's instead of giving up her power, only it doesn't go as the Cauldron expects. This will focus heavily on Rhys and Nesta learning about each other and resolving their differences, as well as addressing how Nesta's trauma was handled by the IC (Also Rhys will apologize for his secret keeping).
CW: Sexual assault, suicidal thoughts/attempts/ideation, child abuse, trauma, grief, and death.
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- Part 1 of In the Name of Healing and Happiness
- Language:
- English
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- 55,390
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 218
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26 May 2024
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Burning From the Inside Out by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Jul 2024
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Nesta had lived with pain all her life. She thought she knew how to keep it controlled, secret, afraid to burden her family even more with her inadequacy.
Then, she was thrown into the Cauldron.
Now, try as she might, the stolen fire that rages inside her only makes things worse, until she can no longer maintain the stone-faced mask that had gotten her through the first two decades of her life.
When her truth comes to light, how will her family perceive her weakness? And more importantly, how will it affect an already tenuous relationship with a certain Illyrian?
An AU in which Nesta has secretly lived with chronic pain her whole life, only to have it exacerbated by the powers she took from the Cauldron.
- Language:
- English
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- 134,467
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- 28/28
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- 357
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26 May 2024
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Of Shadows and Light by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
16 Jan 2023
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Azriel wanted more than anything for his family to find peace. As long as they were happy, he would carry out every monstrous deed his High Lord asked of him, even if it was slowly killing him. Even if it meant he would never find the love he had long wished for, had long been denied. Despite what he felt for a certain red-haired priestess, he would never let his darkness dampen her light.
Gwyneth Berdara was healing. She was a Valkyrie, a Carynthian, and she was done hiding from the world. As long as she had her sisters, she was capable of anything, and that included living and working beside her mate, whose side of the bond hadn't snapped, and perhaps never would. A life with Azriel was not something she let herself think about. She was damaged, unworthy, and could never be the female that he deserved. She could never be Elain. Friendship was enough.
But despite it all, neither of them could resist crossing that line between friends and something else, even if it didn't last.
To the rest of the Inner Circle, it was clear that the two of them were meant to be. But knowing something and actually seeing it through were two different things entirely. Especially when the past weighed down on them all.
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- Part 2 of In the Name of Healing and Happiness
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,149
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Collections:
- 1
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- 170
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- 161
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26 May 2024
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Embers & Light by duskandstarlight
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
26 Dec 2022
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Now, in that study at the river estate, Cassian looked down at the female who would be staying with him for the near future. At the eyes that had drained of fire at the sound of her sisters words and were now nothing but hollow, unseeing.
“You’re coming with me to the Illyrian Mountains,” he told her.
Those steel blue eyes bore into his, unblinking. He waited for the retort, for the snide remark that would send him reeling but it didn’t come.
Somehow, that was worse. It meant that the situation was far graver than any of them had realised.
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A Nesta & Cassian fic - a tale of how Nesta slowly starts to heal and how she & Cassian grow back together.
- Language:
- English
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- 465,083
- Chapters:
- 55/60
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- 3,371
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Bookmarked by Adalbertel
26 May 2024
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Nesta Archeron isn't good with change. When her car breaks down in the middle of a storm and her sister sends one of her friends to pick her up, Nesta thinks there could be nothing worse than having to spend the night with a total stranger. Until she suddenly finds herself without an apartment. Despite only a night of knowing Nesta, Cassian is quick to offer her a room in his cabin free of charge, and Nesta, broke and without many social contacts, has no choice but to accept.
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- Part 1 of A Favor Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 116,424
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 704
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- 1,435
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26 May 2024
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The Whole Truth by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Apr 2026
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“Stop it! Just stop it. None of you know what you’re talking about.”
“Your defense of your sister is admirable, but we’re only speaking truths.”
“But that’s just it. You don’t know the full truth. None of you do.”
“What are you talking about?” Feyre asked, and Nesta filled with horror. Elain wouldn't . She couldn't. She swore never to tell-
“Don’t you dare,” Nesta hissed, and she offered Elain one final glare, filled with an equal amount of pleading. She couldn’t fathom the thought of Feyre knowing her secret, she couldn’t bear the thought of them knowing. Not the full extent of what had happened, what had changed her well before the Cauldron-
“Father sold Nesta when she was 16.”
When Nesta's deepest secret is revealed at yet another tense dinner, she was sent into a spiral, desperate to escape before Feyre demanded answers. But it isn't her sister who comes to find her in the aftermath, it's someone else. Someone who might have more in common with her than she ever thought.
TW: Child abuse, suicidal thoughts/ideation, forced prostitution, sexual assault (underage!!)
PLEASE READ WITH CARE
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- Part 4 of Nesta Week 2025
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 189,994
- Chapters:
- 37/37
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 747
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- 3,042
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- 572
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- 158,861
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26 May 2024
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The Hit by HeadCanonHeadCase
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Off-Campus Series - Elle Kennedy
16 Jun 2023
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Nesta Archeron is a wolf, but a wolf who feels trapped. Caught between expectations and her own desires; she struggles to break free. Cassian Flanagan has the opposite problem. No one expects much from him; at least off the ice. A star defenseman for the Velaris University Warriors, he is known for his larger-than-life personality.
A chance meeting brings them together, but secrets, insecurities, and pride threaten to keep them apart. Will Nesta's sharp tongue and rough edges drive Cassian away? Or will his willingness to take a hit, to do whatever is needed to win on the ice and win her over off of it, convince her to let him in?
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Completed 6/16/2023Series
- Part 2 of Velaris U
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,301
- Chapters:
- 27/27
- Comments:
- 1,024
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- 624
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- 27,640
Bookmarked by Adalbertel
26 May 2024
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Sherlock is home, he and John are returning to cases, and all's right with the world--right? But a series of minor mishaps and injuries makes two things very clear to his friends and family: first, Sherlock's time away wasn't the grand adventure everyone has assumed it was; and second, that time has left Sherlock with a legacy that's bleeding into his life today. Sherlock is Not Okay, and it's not going away.
EDIT: I have now made this part of a series, since I am going to be doing occasional one-offs in this same universe.
WORKS INSPIRED BY THIS ONE: The lovely Aunt_Didi has begun a podfic of this work--it can be found on both of our dashboards.
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- Part 1 of Scheherezade 'verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 197,579
- Chapters:
- 45/45
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,199
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- 963
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- 224
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26 May 2024
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When Auror Potter is anonymously cursed with silence by being forced to hide his own voice inside his mind, there's unfortunately only one person in the country with the qualifications to fix it: Certified and Licensed Healer Legilimens, Draco Malfoy, specialist in Mind Curses and Afflictions. It's obviously a terrible idea, a disaster waiting to happen, but Draco's never been able to back down from a challenge... especially from Potter.
Features fuzzy cartoon slippers, devious house elves, 90s music, and lots—LOTS—of memories. Ron is annoyingly hot, Hermione sees right through you, Harry is a powerful idiot, and Draco is a reclusive masochist that would buy an entire city if it would make a kid happy. (And Pansy is "5'2, I wanna dance with you, and I'm sophisticated fun.")
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- Part 1 of The Ordeal of Being Known
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 146,637
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 2,567
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- 27,752
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25 May 2024
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Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.
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- Part 1 of Running on Air
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 74,880
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Collections:
- 18
- Comments:
- 5,732
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- 70,437
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Bookmarked by Adalbertel
25 May 2024
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
Spotify playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
Series
- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 526,969
- Chapters:
- 188/188
- Comments:
- 48,564
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- 310,113
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- 55,077
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Bookmarked by Adalbertel
25 May 2024