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    Collection of one-shots written for various alternate universe prompts.

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    What it says on the tin.

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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    “My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
    “You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
    “You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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    Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.

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    22 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Obviously Matt’s aware that Jay looks good in a suit. It’s more something about the way he holds himself, still and straight, self possessed. That's not a Jay posture. It’s the weirdest thing, it makes Matt feel almost starstruck – so much so that when their eyes catch, it punches the breath out of him. There’s Jay, regular, but there’s someone else too, also Jay. That's when it catches up.

    Maddy and her friend think Jay is his boyfriend. That word, boyfriend, crashes into his head so hard that for a split second he’s afraid he said it out loud. Earlier, Jules asked how long have you two been… and Matt, assuming he knew the end of the question, said since we were like 12 or something. Jay heard that happen. Not only that, he played along. They grinned at each other conspiratorially about it.

    The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and her friends to book them for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does.

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    17 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    In part, Mara feels a little bit like an idiot. She tries to rationalize her lack of care—for how he fell back into her life like an atom bomb, how he’s still so eager to go out of his way for her, how he still talks like he’s the smartest person in the room—with the fact that she’s going through something right now. She’s having the confused musings of a lost twenty year old at the ripe age of thirty-five, and if she pretends like there isn’t a wedding band strangling her finger or that she doesn’t have a toddler waiting for her at home, all of this is reasonable. Mara hasn’t done anything wrong.

    (alternatively: matt shows up in the lobby. naturally, mara does something wrong.)

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    11 May 2026

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    Ohhhhh. Oh. Oh, my.

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    The whiteboard reads, become transgender.

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    10 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Matt has been dyking out her whole life, basically. It’s not exactly a secret. It’s on Jay that she hasn’t been able to see it, hasn’t been able to understand what’s right in front of her, loud and open. 

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    10 May 2026