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Something In The Orange Tells Me We're Not Done by Guardian_Rose
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
25 Feb 2024
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Spoilers for episode 98!!
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"I don't know how to go on without him anymore, Jay."She tilts to look at him, at the ragged edges of her always haunted friend, her brother. She's so scared, so so scared. A deep, terribly dark part of her whispers:
To lose one of them is to lose them both now.
She says nothing. Squeezes Chip's hand and then Gillion's.
Together they watch the spell start to dissipate.
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He wonders who will tell Edyn. John. Caspian.
Who will tell Ollie why Chip himself is nothing but a ghost, lost as surely as Gillion.
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It's a race against the whole world for Jay and Chip as Gillion Tidestrider lies alone but for a stranger he's never met. Dying alone.
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Spoilers for up to ep 90!
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Ollie's return startled Jay enough that Chip could slip past her, finally able to look for their missing counterpart.
Gone. Was the answer. Just.
Gone.
Again.
Admittedly, down through a hole by the looks of it this time. But there was no mop of green hair spread across the surface to let Chip know Gillion had survived the fall and was cheerfully swimming his way back to them.
Not even the ripples of their impact remained far, far, far below.
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She's dozing, gazing up at the occasional star peeking through the dark night-time clouds above, when Astarion steps over her and stays there, just looking down at her. The moonlight is near vanished tonight but the firelight catches in his hair and warms his pale skin.
"I died?" She asks tentatively.
"You didn't die this time."
'This time' bounces round her skull on repeat as he takes the time she gives freely for him to put together his words.
"We were camping outside the city, in the...dream. I left you by the fire, we'd just- I knew we'd just...Hells, why is this so hard?"
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Astarion doesn't necessarily sleep but that doesn't mean he rests easy. Sometimes the mind goes to the worst case scenario and only their voice, their touch, their care is comfort enough.
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- Part 7 of Getting Through It and Getting Over It
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"What?" He snaps. "The truth not meeting your expectations? Lie to yourself, Tav, but don't you dare lie to me, I've had enough of that in my life. I thought- Gods! I honestly let myself believe you when you said you wanted to live with me, that you wanted our future. Together. But no. Of course not. Why wait until now? Why now, after everything?"
"I haven't lied to you," she repeats, knocked off balance by just how bad she has let it get, just how much she has hurt him, and, because she can barely find the courage to look at him with the guilt on her shoulders, she falls back on cursed old habits. "Astarion, my love, I have been busy, too busy, and I am sorry about that but can't we just-"
"Busy? Busy? With what, Tav? What could there possibly be left to do? What is more important than even just saying a gods damned cordial hello in passing? You know Gale came by trying to find you earlier?"
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They're miscommunicative idiots, Your Honour.
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- Part 18 of Getting Through It and Getting Over It
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"Astarion- As- Astarion- Please- Shadowheart, please, where- where is he? I need him safe, I need him here."
"He's here, Tav, see? He's here. You need to breathe for me, your lungs can't take this for much longer. You are going to knock yourself out."
Elizia looks a mess. Her babbling is worse still.
A complete and utter bedraggled mess. Cheeks stained with tears, eyes manic yet unblinking as she darts her gaze over Astarion over and over again. The loose night braids he put in earlier are sleep mussed and he can only hope she hasn't been scratching at her scars again. Shadowheart isn't restraining her wrists so he tentatively guesses not. She is clutching at her stomach though, like she's in physical pain, which she likely is. Her chest is delicate nowadays, the exertion of the panic she's drowning herself in cannot be helping.
"Snap out of it, spawn," Shadowheart hisses, not unkindly.
"Right. Sorry. Yes."
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- Part 17 of Getting Through It and Getting Over It
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Concurrent Multiplicities (What Might Have Been) by Guardian_Rose
Fandom Just Roll With It (Podcast)
25 Feb 2024
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Getting Through It and Getting Over It by Guardian_Rose
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games), baldur's gate 3 - Fandom, baldurs gate 3 - Fandom
30 Oct 2023
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Together We're Golden by Guardian_Rose
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
08 Jun 2023
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Crowley & Aziraphale move to a small town, into their own little cottage but it's not without its difficulties.
In no time at all they're making friends and enacting plans that are centuries old.
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100 Ways To Say I Love You by Guardian_Rose
Fandom Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
17 Jun 2022
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Alec loved Magnus. Magnus loved Alec. Perhaps it was too early, but they both knew that what they felt was more than just attraction. Now they just needed to put their feelings into words.
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Who Says Words Are Needed? by Guardian_Rose
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
07 Jan 2022
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When Arthur closes his eyes and whispers his last goodbye, he is a king and husband. A warrior and diplomat. He is the last true great king of Albion and the one that brought war upon his lands.
When he opens his eyes, he is still all of those things.
But he doesn’t understand.
For one, he is back in his chambers. There is no Guinevere, and the servant that comes through the door is decidedly not Merlin. Arthur asks the lad if he’s dead. The lad fetches Gaius.
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one shot arthur character study spanning a few years - basically a what if arthur went back in time and got the chance to do it again but short n sweet:3Bookmarked by Guardian_Rose
18 Jun 2026
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When asked, Sam says that his Intro Psych class at Stanford was where his interest in mental illness came from. Self care, meditation, therapy. All of it was brought up in the class, sure, but Sam had brushed up on it long before he needed the information for a grade.
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In the safety of the Bunker, Dean is able to process the trauma from his past. Sam learns that he and Dean had very different childhoods.
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- Part 1 of I was just a little boy
Bookmarked by Guardian_Rose
03 Jun 2026
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Briefly, Dean wants to scream because he knows the difference between a moat and a levy, he knows why he wants the rice, and he knows that Sammy will never understand because that’s why he did everything he did, dammit, so that Sammy wouldn’t want to hoard rice. But it’s easier, safer to let Sammy think that there’s nothing serious or weak about him. He's worked too long and too hard at molding this rendition of himself to give it up now. To reabsorb the girlish tendencies he’s been purging out of the shell he occupies.
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Hunger is one of the first parenting skills Dean learns for Sam. For Jack, he learns nourishment.
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- Part 3 of I was just a little boy
Bookmarked by Guardian_Rose
03 Jun 2026
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More by dornfelder
Fandoms: Realm of the Elderlings - Robin Hobb, Fitz and the Fool Trilogy - Robin Hobb
12 May 2023
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"I want you to have all of me. All I can give. I want you to have of me what you want, whatever you want."
Bookmarked by Guardian_Rose
18 Apr 2026
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I Am A Forest Fire And I Am The Fire And I Am The Forest And I Am A Witness by pollutedstar
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Apr 2022
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“Just say it, Cas. You don’t want him to turn out like me.”
It’s a long and torturous minute while Cas reacts silently to what Dean says, weighing his words. Dean begins to panic, thinking maybe this is it. This is the moment Cas walks away.
The angel speaks confidently. “I want him to love children, Dean. I want him to be clever, and to never underestimate another person. I want him to love family, and be brave, and stubborn enough to invent free will. I want him to know every lyric to every Led Zeppelin song and I want him to care enough that he knows everyone he loves’ favorite meal.”
Cas’s eyes well up, and the deep breath he takes is so human it makes Dean ache. “I don’t want him to scream himself awake from nightmares every night. I don’t want him to throw up from panic attacks once a month. I don’t want him to have reason to be afraid of someone he loves. I don’t want him to be forty-two before he accepts love. I wanted better than that for you, and I want better than that for him.”
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15 Apr 2026