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    They're still doing this. They both know it's wrong, they both know it's bad, yet they're still doing this. It's almost addicting.

    Janus has been waiting to die for as long as he can remember. From the moment he was born, from the second it was announced that his parents had been gifted a beautiful baby girl, Janus had been waiting to die. Every birthday, every puff of the candles, every eyelash blown away, every shooting star wished upon, Janus had asked for death. He’s been waiting his entire life to die. And yet, he craves this feeling of being alive.

    Life is fickle. Fickle, and short. That’s why Patton needs to make the most of it. He can’t be sure how much time he has left, after all. It could all be over tomorrow, and he’d be none the wiser. So why does he feel so much like he's about to die? And why has he come to terms with it?

    Or, Janus and Patton can't stop seeing each other, and they both have to deal with the consequences.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    The memories were slowly coming back as the duo set course for Erid, but Ryland had mostly made peace with the fact that he may not fully recover all of his history. Until today.

    Turns out, mid-seizure is a really bad time to remember you're epileptic.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    I am participating in @seth-whumps Whumperless Whump Event for July 2026!

    Get ready for 31 different stories featuring our lovely Ryland Grace. These are mostly stories about Grace and Rocky's relationship through the lens of whump, but Adrian, Carl, Stratt, original Eridians, and Colt are featured as well.

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    But Rocky uses another claw to grab a tissue and wipe at his skin. His touch is always surprisingly tender for being a rock.

    “Did you think…” his voice trails off. “Did you think I was gonna -”

    “No,” Rocky says immediately, cutting him off. “Grace sick. Grace hurt. But Grace no die.”

    Grace nods. “I wouldn’t have gotten through this without you.”

    Rocky dabs the tears around his eyes away. “Rocky would not be here without Grace.”

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    03 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Virgil "used to be" a Dark Side. Despite the changes in his relationship to Thomas, Janus still is. Up until now, Thomas hasn't thought about this much, but three days ago he began to ask himself why that was. There is a nagging in Thomas's mind; he knows something isn't quite right here.
    Janus has run of of excuses and time. He knows full well what's going on, but he is loathe to explain it. But Thomas is asking about it, and if Thomas wants to know something... he has the right to hear it.
    There is a pit of dread in Virgil's chest whenever he thinks about the words 'dark' and 'side' in the same sentence. For the last three days, that's been the key phrase on everyone's lips. He doesn't know why Janus still is the way that he is, and he's worried about what this means for Thomas as a person.

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    26 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Logan's life just keeps getting worse, his crush has a new boyfriend, his parents are a disaster, and now the principal left him in charge of tutoring Remus, the school's delinquent troublemaker.

    Yet, despite their differences, they find they can actually help eachother in an unexpected way, a way that may fix eachotehrs problems, so maybe things aren't that bad after all.

     

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    21 Jul 2026