Mellon29



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rozanov’s fingers are broad and even just two of them have Shane’s lips stretched wide. He’s not gentle as he rubs across his tongue, like Shane is a thing to be tried and tested. He wonders if Rozanov is inspecting the quality of his mouth, whether it’s worth the effort of putting his cock into it, and the thought makes Shane’s eyes roll back and he sucks harder, desperate to prove himself.

    Shane doesn't have to worry about things like wanting. Rozanov is good at knowing what he needs.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,768
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    821
    Bookmarks:
    111
    Hits:
    11,357

    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane knew he was boring. How could he not?
    Boring. Boring. Boring.
    He was boring. Shane was boring. And Ilya didn’t want boring. Ilya liked girls who were bright and skinny and effortless and soft in all the ways Shane wasn’t. He liked people like Svetlana. He didn’t like Shane.

    He just—

    He just came back to him. He just fucked Shane.

     

    or

    Shane Hollander thinks he’s boring and that he doesn’t deserve ilya’s love and affection cue a subdrop and ilya’s soft side greeting the world

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,677
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    1,069
    Bookmarks:
    142
    Hits:
    21,136

    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Deep down inside his soul, Shane is a bottomless pit of want. He wants more. More time, more Rozanov. He wants Rozanov to want him back just as badly. It’s too bad that Rozanov doesn’t seem to want anything from him at all.

    It doesn’t matter. He’ll deal with it, just like he always does, because he has to. Even if he isn’t so sure he can anymore.

    OR: After the MLH Awards in Vegas, Shane and Ilya hook up. What if it went a little bit differently?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,379
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    1,264
    Bookmarks:
    305
    Hits:
    12,079

    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "You're leavin'?" Shane's voice is slightly slurred, and he can't bring his arms and legs to do what he wants. He wants to get up. Get up. But he's slipping on the sheets, falling back down into the softness of the mattress.
    "We both got what we wanted, yes? You even more than me." Rozanov already has his pants on, slipping his shirt over his head. And Shane isn't floating anymore, he is crashing harshly back to earth.
    "No," he tries to say, but it comes out as a hoarse whisper. "No, 'm not, I-I—"
    Rozanov is moving towards the door, barely looking at Shane. It's the indifference that makes Shane break.
    "I had long day," Rozanov says, "we should both sleep. You have water in the fridge, and you have your alarm for morning, yes? Will be fine."
    No. No, nothing will ever be fine again.

    ___

    After Boston loses against Montreal 3-4, Rozanov wants to edge Shane once for every goal Montreal scored. It’s fucking hot, until he wants to leave right after, missing all the signs that Shane needs more than an orgasm to be taken care of.
    He almost repeats Vegas.
    He doesn’t, though.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,933
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    1,627
    Bookmarks:
    136
    Hits:
    13,268

    23 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander, world-famous singer and superstar, appears to have it all, especially with his new album coming out in just under a month. His fans are obsessed. With his music, with his style, with his straight-out-of-a-movie romance with Mateo Gomez, Hollywood darling.

    Too bad it’s all a lie.

    Ilya Rozanov has everything he wants except the boy he loves. It would be fine, except Shane got big right after the two of them broke up, and now he sees his stupid ex on every fucking billboard in Boston. Fuck Shane and his perfect fucking life, honestly.

    Or, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov dated for 2 years back when Shane lived in Boston to start his music career of all things and Ilya was a rookie for the Bears. Then they broke up, and Shane moved to LA, and now both of them are as happy as can be living their life 3,000 miles apart. At least, that’s what they want the other to think. Everything stays the same until Shane releases his new album loml, and Ilya is forced to reconsider.

    Told almost exclusively through social media.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,083
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    276
    Kudos:
    995
    Bookmarks:
    240
    Hits:
    17,543

    14 May 2026