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    All fics are inspired by specific lyrics in songs.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya clapped his hands decisively, the same way he did when the team was about to hit the ice. "Let me be your wingman. This will be fun."

    He meant it. He wanted to encourage Shane to embrace this, to see if it could help take some of the edge off this tense, tightly wound man sitting across from him.

    Shane bit his lip, and Ilya found his eyes fixating on his plush mouth. Ilya would have to organize a line, complete with a velvet VIP rope the first time he took Shane out on the town to get laid. He was stunning, and he seemed to have yet to realize it.

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    Shane is drafted to the Centaurs two years after Ilya. Ilya takes it upon himself to be rookie Shane's bisexual fairy godmother/wingman, and then immediately regrets it because he catches feelings.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya simply smiles, “Moya Lyubov, good to see you too.”

    Shane opens his mouth to continue his rant before seeming to remember that he is still in the middle of the showers, where a few stragglers are furiously scrubbing soapy suds off their chests, rushing to finish and get out of Shane’s warpath.

    “For fucks sake,” Shane groans, “Get the fuck out of here already! I’m trying to yell at your fucking captain!”

    Ilya watches, delightedly, as his defensemen run out of the room with their tails tucked.

    Shane doesn’t even wait for the last man to cross the threshold into the locker room before he is whirling on Ilya again.

    “A hands-off rule? Who the fuck do you think you are?”

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    Campus nerd and golden boy Shane Hollander breaks up with Hockey captain and notorious fuckboy Ilya Rozanov because he wants to pursue other options. Ilya issues a campus wide hands off law to make sure that doesn’t happen. When Shane storms into The BU hockey’s teams showers to tell off his ex, Ilya is determined to get the truth out of him for why they really broke up, because he knows deep down he’s the only one Hollander truly wants. Just like Shane is the only one he’s ever truly needed to keep.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya spirals into a depressive episode but Shane is there to get him out.
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    “But I hid it for so long,” he whispers.

    “That must’ve been really hard,” he replies in the same tone.

    “It was,” he choked. “so hard.”

    “It’s gonna get better. We’re gonna make it better. Okay?”
    Sobs wrack his body so Shane makes him sit up. He hugs him and lets him cry into his neck. He keeps repeating “i’m so glad you told me, I’m so glad you told me,” over and over again.

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    01 Jun 2026