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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    "He found himself thinking about one of the last proper conversations he could remember having with his mum. Her face drawn and pale, eyes tired, as she showed him diagrams from one of her midwife books, explained that he wasn’t like regular boys. He’d always have to be careful, she’d said, stay away from other boys. He’d been mortified and strangely offended because of course Mike wouldn’t be getting a similar talking to. Why did he have to sit there and be humiliated, treated like less of a boy because of something he couldn’t control and hadn’t chosen for himself."
     

    Or, that inevitable Paul is pregnant fic I've been tip-toeing around for a while now and been threatening to write for ages!

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    16 Aug 2026

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    HOLY PEAK I NEED MORE UGHGHH I LOVE THIS

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    John faffed around with a portrait of Paul for fifteen years. Then things got strange.

    "John studied the outline and reached into his pocket for a pencil. He drew Paul's face as he had seen it today, open and hopeful in the moments before John had sent him on his way. He fashioned a jaunty lift to Paul's chin. His pencil lingered on the slightly parted lips that curved up into the little smile John had woken to every morning in Paris and on secret, shared pillows all over the world.

    There. That was his Paul."

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Last line was bars omg i love this

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    1967. John shows up drunk and horny at Paul's doorstep one evening.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    1967 mclennon 🤤🤤🤤

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    John's returned from filming an anti-war film, and Paul..might have been missing him for some time.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Happy for now ig..

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    John tells Paul Jealous Guy is about him.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    Well!! At least theyre happy here! Work it out!

  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    In Paul's first interview since the breakup of the Beatles, things go slightly awry when a nosy reporter gets more out of him than she bargained for.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    WTVV NO COMFORT IN THIS FIC JUST AGONY AND TORTURE UGHGH

  7. Public Bookmark 26

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    "Eiji never liked to talk about his issues. It was always uncomfortable and he felt too out in the open whenever he was forced into those kinds of conversations. Logically, he knew it was good for him; bottling up feelings was never a good thing. He knew that, he had been told it over and over again, and yet it was still infinitely more comfortable for him to not say anything when he had a problem or was upset."

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    Ash finds out abt what happens to Eiji at golzines mansion bc istg this fandom never talks about that did we all collectively forget that happened

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    14 Aug 2026

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    This was my SHIT back in the day hell yeah

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’s a month since John Lennon’s murder. Linda’s POV.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Fucking hilarious us beatles fans are

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    “It doesn’t suit you, getting all sharp for no reason,” John tells Paul.

    “Sod off!”

    “I’ll do what I bloody well want!” 

    When he spins around to face John, Paul is standing half outside the pool of light cast by the lamp post, shadows cutting across his face. “You’re a prick, y’know, John.”

    A tense gig leads to tense feelings.

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    Fill for this kinkmeme prompt: pre-fame, still trying to make it big; paul and john get into a fight that turns physical, john shoves paul, he falls and breaks his wrist/hand/arm something. john goes pale as a ghost, horrified by his own violence, paul curses john out, can’t play for like 6 weeks, band is in peril, paul is d o n e with john, john’s guilt is eating him alive and he vacillates between avoiding paul at all costs and harassing him trying to apologize, general angst ensues.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Teddyboy mclennon :(

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    john and paul cant keep their hands off each other, much to the amusement of the other two Beatles

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    12 Aug 2026

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    HIGH SEX HELL YEAH

  11. Public Bookmark 30

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    He wasn't sure what to expect from Bangkok, beside from the stories he'd heard that made it sound like a warmer, rainier Hamburg: sex everywhere, in permutations he'd never dreamed of, some salacious, some exciting, and some that he would never think of trying. But he wasn't that young man with a semi-permanent erection anymore, he was thirty-five and far from home, and the sex he wanted wasn't anywhere in the city.

     

    John and Paul have one night together in Bangkok.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    UGHH PAUL YOU EVIL CUNT OFC U LEFT BEFORE HE WOKE UP EVILLL

  12. Public Bookmark 25

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    Paul had gotten some kind of message out of “Starting Over.” The only message there was to pull out of it. The message John had written himself in circles trying to get away from, until he’d given in to it and let it come. How many pens had he dried up, how many pencils he’d worn down to nubs, in his vain attempts not to admit to himself what he really wanted?

    November, 1980: John and Paul meet up in Paris.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    How it couldve been btw…

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    John Lennon is drinking alone at the Dakota, just him and an old Frank Sinatra record. And then, the pictures come, and so does the drunken grief for what he has lost.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    I wish they were happy

  14. Rec 12

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    Paul doesn't care whether they get caught, John just feels so good.

    Thomas Brodie-Sangster as Paul McCartney and Aaron Taylor-Johnson as John Lennon (as seen in the movie Nowhere Boy).

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Wait yes i love this

  15. Public Bookmark 24

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    John's grown used to reporters being rude to him, but he'll never be alright with them insulting Paul. When one does just that, John hurries to provide reassurance... in more ways than one.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Aweweewwweee its so cute when theyre soft

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    John has a wet dream.

    Paul makes a questionable decision.

    John is not asleep for long.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Wait hell yes

  17. Public Bookmark 21

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    1981. John shows up unexpectedly at Paul's house.

    One minor problem: He's dead.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    HERE TODAY REFERENCE OMGHH

  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    India, 1968. John makes promises he can't possibly keep. Paul gets hurt in more ways than one.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Such a mess im queasy for them

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    Filling the @beatleskinkmeme Prompt "In Hamburg, Paul plays 'He May Be Your Dog But He's Wearing My Collar' on piano as a dig at Stu, to John's amusement. He doesn't find it half as amusing when Paul plays it again at Twickenham."
    It's my Secret Santa Gift for @dykebeatles Hope you like it!

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Always dramatic i love them though ugh

  20. Rec 23

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    Paul finds one of John's notebooks.

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    11 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WWOWOWOW I LOVE THIS UGHGHH WOAH WAH OWAH SO COOLLL OMGGGH

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