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Steve and Eddie are best friends.
In their first year of college, Steve realizes he's bisexual—and that he has feelings for Eddie. Before he even has the opportunity to open up, Eddie's opinions push Steve further into the closet.
"Everything is just a joke to you! It's not! You don't get to sit around saying shit like that like it's a fun personality quirk! Like you're better than everyone else!"
"Alright, fine," Eddie says, defensive, eyes sharp now.
"I fucked up. I said something stupid and now I guess I'm the poster child for biphobia. I'm sorry."Steve's chest is burning. His mouth tastes like anger and dust and the stale air of the closet.
"No you're not. You're just another guy who doesn't think about the shit that comes out of his mouth."- Language:
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11 Oct 2026
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Eddie’s heard these stories before. Buck has a lot of them. The random, wild nonsense that he got up to as a kid. But Eddie’s never considered who's missing from the stories until it’s pointed out to him: Buck’s parents. They should have been there to reassure him, to hold his hand. But they weren't. Buck was alone growing up. All alone.
Eddie never wants Buck to have to be alone again.
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11 Oct 2026
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Even as Mike was saying the words he knew it was a mistake. There is no going back from something like that, but maybe that's what he wanted, that self destruction, a final fuck you to Harvey and the world at large. Intellectually and with the wisdom of distance Mike knows he should've done anything other than tell Rachel, that maybe his relationship with Harvey would've been salvageable had it not been for this one last thing. But now he knows that there is no way back from this.
That's it. It's all over. He has officially lost everything he cares about.- Language:
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I don't feel right (when you're gone away) by IDreamOnlyOfYou (lauren3210)
Fandoms: Suits (TV)
12 Jul 2013
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Harvey loves his suits. But there maybe something else he loves more. He just needs a little something to help him realise it before it's too late.
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09 Oct 2026
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Jack had just stepped back onto the main floor when he clocked movement at the ambulance entrance, two guys hurrying in, the smaller one helping a guy with a sweatshirt covered in blood. But something was wrong, some unnamable instinct rising within Jack at the way they moved. It was too fluid, too controlled. Jack knew what the walking wounded looked like, had seen it for years, from war zones to bar fights. This wasn't the injured seeking help; this was men hunting.
Time slowed, Jack's heart rate spiking, the adrenaline dump casting everything in sharp relief—the full ED floor, patients plus shift change meaning twice the usual personnel were here.
Robby was here.
That thought got him moving, Jack approaching laterally. He got there right as the guns came out.
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09 Oct 2026