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Bobby’s last words leave Buck lost in grief and guilt, slowly pulling him inward.
As he retreats, Eddie is left on the outside, grasping for a connection that keeps slipping through his fingers.
Sometimes, distance hurts more than loss.
And sometimes, it takes everything breaking apart to bring two people back together.Bookmarked by beequeen_847
12 Apr 2026
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Time travel is no easy task, even if you have a suitcase, and especially when you have the energy of a 13 year old boy who’s just been through hell non-stop since you actually were 13. And now your timeline looks like headphone cords.
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My idea of what might have happened at the end of season 2, with major Five whump. (Ignoring the Sparrow Academy)
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08 Apr 2026
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It’s Getting Colder ( It’s Getting Hard to Breathe) by westernbluebirdie
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
02 Sep 2020
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The Hargreeves siblings spend a week cooped up in their new seaside home because of the heavy rain.
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In which now that life has slowed down for the family, Five actually has to deal with being an old man in a 13 year old body, and his siblings have to grapple with how Five has changed from the person they grew up with.
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08 Apr 2026
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maybe they’ll leave you alone (but not me) by Ford_Ye_Fiji
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
13 Sep 2020
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The siblings discover something about Five.
Five acts like he doesn’t care.
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Also, family therapy time for all.
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- 6/6
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08 Apr 2026
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A slight re-telling of the barn scene. Five's mind and body are at their breaking point, and something's gotta give.
In which the author takes a throw-away line in season 2 and runs with it.
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- English
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- 6,429
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- 5/5
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08 Apr 2026
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Nobody's coming to save you by ClaraCivry (Kat_Of_Dresden)
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
05 Oct 2020
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Nobody ever comes to rescue Five, he's always the one doing the rescuing.
So what happens when he's too tired to save himself?
Five whump, Hargreeves feels :)
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- Part 10 of (Gratuitous hurt Five fics)
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- English
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- 1,059
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- 1/1
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07 Apr 2026
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The timeline is still messed up, obviously. There is still so much work to do, still so much to fix. His siblings have questions and concerns, and they want answers.
Five just wants his nose to stop bleeding.
(Post-season 2, but I have no plans to speculate on season 3, so consider this fluff.)
Five is tired, his family is starting to notice.
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- 8/?
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06 Apr 2026
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“Klaus, family meeting! It’s about Five!”
“Ask her what’s going on!”
"He’s drunk, and he’s been babbling about someone murdering him."- Language:
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05 Apr 2026
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His body is burning hot, shaking in the way it would in the early days. He doesn’t know where he is, everything blurring together as black spots dance in his vision. The tight feeling in his chest is a leaky and dripping thing, filling up his lungs and crawling up his throat, and Five just wants it out.Distantly, he can hear a lock click.
“Five? Five!” Two strong hands wrap around his shoulders, a blurred face breaking through his haze of panic. Five blinks and the image focuses - it’s Diego, hauling him up by his shoulders. “What’s wrong?”
He bursts.
(Following their collective un-adoption, Five gets injected with a truth serum, has a bit of a breakdown, and finally gets a hug. Post S2 - S.A. exists.)
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05 Apr 2026
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Five has had many bad days in his life, but waking up in a timeline where he’s even younger than before, covered in rotten spaghetti sauce, and Diego is assuring him about what a trustworthy policeman he is, takes the cake.
He’d like to go home, thank you.
He thinks he could do it too, if he could just get out of the dumpster.
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- Part 1 of No Then Only Now
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- 17/17
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04 Apr 2026
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29 Mar 2026
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A collection of the tiny one-shots I’ve written for tumblr.
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19 Mar 2026
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do not go gentle into that good night by tenacioussurrender
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
28 Oct 2020
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"I know what it’s like to love dangerous people. Difference is...they love me back.”
When Diego had made his love profession, he’d looked at everyone, everyone but Five.
2x10 Canon Divergence
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19 Mar 2026
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Five is loathe to admit that this is not the first time he has been drugged.
If he were able to really remember what went down, he’d be absolutely livid knowing that an error on his behalf left him incapacitated for a split second long enough to be captured and pierced with a needle.
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17 Mar 2026
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When you can't go on, lean on me. by Stardustwrites17
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV)
07 Nov 2020
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Panic seized him. It didn’t happen often, but seeing his siblings in danger once again, picturing them once again in his father’s grasp, panic grabbed his heart and squeezed until he was out of breath.
So he grabbed all of them, reaching for anything he could grab, a shoulder, hair, a jacket, and pushed his limits until he felt something crack like a glass ball inside him. He might have screamed, a high pitched sound filled his ears.
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Voices echoed around him, making his head spin.
“What’s wrong with him?”
“Gotta go back” the words stumbled out of his mouth before he could stop them. Everyone quietened immediately, he could almost feel them looking at each other uneasily.
“Five” Luther finally spoke, “we’re in 2019, remember?”
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Or, after their encounter with the Sparrow Academy, Five jumps him and his siblings away. He might have over-done it.Whumptober day 25: disorientation, blurred vision, ringing ears.
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- Part 3 of Whumptober 2020 (or where I hurt the Hargreeves)
- Part 1 of How to survive in a messed up timeline; a guide by the Hargreeves.
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17 Mar 2026
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“I want you dead,” she said cheerfully.
He could not help it. He chuckled. The last time he had done that around her, the sound had been low and rough with smoke. It had only been two weeks, but at this point, he could not associate that laugh with himself more than the feeling of not having a bullet wound in his body. It only made him hate her more.
“What’s new?” he said at last.
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Or, in which the Handler wants Five dead, and there's only one person she would trust with the job. It's not herself.
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17 Mar 2026
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"I know what it’s like to love dangerous people. Difference is...they love me back.”
Diego meant every word. Every glance, to every one of his siblings that day in the barn. Except for one.
He just didn't know how much Five was hurting because of it.
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17 Mar 2026
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On the walk from the infinite switchboard to meet up with the rest of La Résistance, Herb and Diego talk, and Diego hears a story about one of Five's lowest moments during the apocalypse - The moment he considered ending it all.
Diego just wants to get back to the 60's and give his stubborn little (older?) brother a hug.
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17 Mar 2026
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Five really wasn’t okay, and if he was being perfectly honest, he hadn’t been okay for quite some time. He finds this out the hard way when he collapses in a motel room while on the run from the Sparrow Academy, but thankfully his siblings are there to pick up the pieces.
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WARNINGS: Warnings for referenced rape/non-con elements, brief suicidal thoughts, and PTSD flashbacks.
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15 Mar 2026
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“What the fuck was that? Will, what the fuck?” Mike is muttering after he pulls himself away; hands still firmly planted on Will’s cheeks. His face is pulled taunt in worry as he waits for Will to say something, anything.
or; Mike comes to terms with his feelings for Will in a very short time.
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08 Mar 2026