boxedblondes
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It only ever happened twice, despite what one might be led to believe. The sex thing. Or, rather, the not-sex thing. The sex-adjacent thing.
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think i took it too far (when i sold you my heart) by boxedblondes
Fandoms: Succession (TV 2018)
18 Nov 2021
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Fucking roller coasters, man.
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you know i find myself when you're not around by boxedblondes
Fandoms: Killing Eve (TV 2018)
10 Jul 2020
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She aimed for your heart. Isn’t that romantic?
Eve's life goes up in flames. She tries to find something salvageable in the wreckage.
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your excuse for a lover, your own mountain to climb by boxedblondes
Fandoms: Killing Eve (TV 2018)
16 Jun 2020
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Here is something Eve knows: that each star in the night sky glows with ancient light – light that’s traveled thousands, millions of years to reach her eyes. Bright as they may seem, some of the stars she’s looking at right now are already dead. Cosmic ghosts. She looks at them and looks right into the long-ago past. There is wisdom in the distance, if only she knows how to read it.
A severance, a melding, a genesis.
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so surprised you want to dance with me now by boxedblondes
Fandoms: Killing Eve (TV 2018)
03 Jun 2020
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With her back to you – and then, once you’ve turned, flush against yours – you think about the past. All the big and little things that mattered so much at the time. All the loss. All the heartbreak. And as you think this over, you realize that, much as you can’t envision a future without her, the only past you care about is the part with her in it.
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exactly what it says! may be updated one day if season 4 ever comes out <3
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people who weep for the death of rivers by boxedblondes
Fandom The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
01 Oct 2019
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theo and boris, and the ins-and-outs and in-betweens
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Dan is not very good at being a girl or at being a nun, maybe because deep down she doesn't feel like either of them. She gets by pretending, though - at least until Father Philip shows up in her life.
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the principle of asymptotes (watch it get closer) by ziglikesrain for locked_diary
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
02 Jan 2026
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If Phil’s friend is the future, maybe Dan’s friend can be the present; the way that his bare skin feels pressed against Phil’s, the cool October air that floats outside the window, the huge pile of something that’s been building in his chest ever since he stepped off the platform at Piccadilly station or maybe before then.
Definitely before then.
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21 Jan 2026
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push and pull by Celeste (artificialmac)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
19 Apr 2026
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Phil had been good. He’d been funny and entertaining, and he’d tied Dan’s cheap-ass garter on his gorgeously plush thigh without so much as a wayward nip to the skin that was all but begging for it. Now, the sweet smell of baked goods is wafting through the air, and there's something edible on the kitchen counter, and the end screen is filmed, and Phil is no longer interested in being good.
“Dan,” he says, voice tight in his throat.
Or: The aftermath of filming the 2025 Halloween Baking video.
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- Part 1 of push and pull verse
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11 Dec 2025
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you've gotta be starving for it by astradyke (violetides)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
30 Dec 2024
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Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.
It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.
(there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.
in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)
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11 Dec 2025
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do you wanna feel how it feels? by parlortrick
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance
28 Dec 2023
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God, he thinks. This is fucking weird. He needs to leave.
He doesn’t.
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- Part 1 of do-mi-ti, why not me?