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Carla Connor was the sunset and Lisa Swain the sunrise, and no matter how badly they wanted to be together, sharing a life, loving the sun, they were always destined to chase different skies. Their sun was Betsy.
The sunset will forever be a fraction too late to ever truly be able to call the sun hers.
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or, Carla's internal monologue during the final Swarla scene on Halloween.
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As Carla's life is ripped apart from under her following the aftermath of her brother's arrest and Betsy's shooting, she starts to spiral and relapse into her psychosis. As old memories and new start to overlap and Carla's psyche begins to collapse, will Lisa and Betsy be able to save her before it gets too much or will she drown in the guilt?
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a commentary of carla’s feelings once she got home from the factory (basically a continuation from fridays ep)
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when i’m good, i’m very good (but when i’m bad, i’m better) by galicefunk
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
24 Aug 2026
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“Trauma to the left wrist. Unknown time of injury.” Someone says. A paramedic? Sounds like a paramedic. Smells like one too. A little sweaty, which is understandable, and coffee breath that fans over your face like the breeze from an open window in a storm. That’s not forgivable. It reminds her of school. And therapy. And old men. Yuck.
“Three, two, one—“
She jolts as she’s lifted. Hard plastic is replaced by cheap cushioning and the scent of antiseptic detergent.
Beep. Beep. Beep. She’s tachycardic.
And really, she’s not sure who found her. How they did.
From what she can remember, she planned it perfectly.
She tried. She really tried this time.
Beep.
“Code blue! Start compressio—“or
Trinity Santos is tired. She wants a lot of things. A lot of things she can’t have.
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24 Aug 2026
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Trinity was doing better, until her mom shows up in the ED one day after years of no contact. She makes snide comments to Trinity in front of her co-workers on how she lives her life and it sends her spiralling, undoing some of her progress. Sometimes she thinks that maybe her mother was right.
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14 Aug 2026
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Al-Hashimi laughed again, almost mockingly. The mean lilt of it was so far removed from the emotionless, hyper-professional image Santos had built of Al-Hashimi in her mind that it stunned her into silence.
"I'm afraid you may have misplaced your faith," Al-Hashimi bit back.
In a rundown diner at five o'clock in the morning on July 5th, Santos loses one hero and finds another.
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An absurdly canon-compliant attempt to fix the Santos-Langdon-Robby situation and also make Santos and Al-Hashimi kiss about it.
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13 Aug 2026
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Trinity transfers to night shift to escape her complicated past with Yolanda Garcia - only to find herself drawn to Yolanda's best friend, trauma surgeon Emery Walsh.
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13 Aug 2026
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Dennis’ voice cut in beside her, “Who was that?”
“I have no fucking clue,” Trinity said.
She didn't even know Garcia had people like that. Ten months and Trinity could count on one hand the things she actually knew about Garcia's life outside of her apartment. She'd never asked. Hadn't wanted to know, she had told herself. Casual. Clean.
What happens when a trauma comes through the ED doors and Trinity realizes she never actually knew Garcia at all?
Post Fourth of July
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13 Aug 2026