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"3 years of relationship, do you ever love me? Do you, keum seongje?" Gotak wants to hold this relationship from breaking apart, wants to save it over and over again. He hopes that seongje wants to save it like him too, the relationship they both want it years ago.
He guessed it wrong. "No." Seongje said it without hesitation, didn't even try to pretend to think. 3 years relationship without feelings, this relationship must be a joke for keum seongje.
So everything they had was nothing? Was spending his 3 years loving seongje is worthless? Was what seongje said about loving him all his heart was wrong? Was all the kisses under the blanket, laughing under the rain holding hands, cuddling each other every night, naked bodies on each other were all fake..? Was 3 years a nightmare he wish to wake up from?
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"Babe, why are you crying..?" Baku asked, lifting gotak's head so he can look at him better. He's right, gotak's face become messy with his tears and he's frowning.
"You're an actor, park humin. You're not the same person, the baku that is always on my side. You're busy with your acting life, i don't want to burden you with my problems too." Gotak sobs, making baku tearing up too. He's weak when gotak is crying, whenever gotak cried, he cried too.
"I'm sorry, gogo. I'm really sorry, i don't want you to think that I'm not the same baku. I'm still the same, i promise i will treat you better. I won't make you feel lonely anymore. I will handle both acting and you together." Baku said, frowning at the sight of gotak crying. Using his thumb to wipe gotak's tears, comforting his boyfriend.
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He stays quiet, didn't even bother to turns around to look at baku. He feels like he would broke down if he look into baku's eyes. As much as gotak is baku's weakness, baku is his weakness too.
"I'm sorry, i will pretend your confession didn't happen. Just please, don't be like this — i want my best friend back." Baku begs, to gotak with low voice. Baku thinks if he makes deal like this, promise to pretend it didnt happen, they would be normal again.
Sadly, no.
"You're my precious best friend. I'm sorry that i want you like a lover." Gotak turns around with tears threatening to fall, locking eyes with baku. Before baku wants to reply to him, gotak already walks away from him. What he sees only the back of gotak, looking so cold.
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He knows how important taekwondo is to gotak.
He strucked a deal with baekjin, no matter what they're doing, never touch gotak. Baekjin agreed. What he didn't know that, baekjin isn't someone that would strucks a deal or someone that could keep a promise.
Which is why, the horror on his face when he saw how ruined gotak is infront of him. Gotak look so ruined, collapsed against fence with his face got brutally beaten up.
Looking so — unrecognizable.
His gaze dropped, from gotak's bloodied face to his brutally beaten up knee. Baku's stomach turned. What he fears the most, is happening infront of him. The person he swears to protect the most, got hurt because of him.
Because of park humin.
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Hyeontak and Seongje pretended to be in a fake relationship for their personal goals. But their outgoing relationship started to look like a real one.
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19 Jun 2025
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weak hero gc on crack lets go CMON NOW! EVERYONE INNIIITTTT
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24 May 2025
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Park Humin plays with fire better than he plays by the rules.
One reckless moment. His hand on Gotak's waist, their lips a heartbeat apart - just strategy to mess with his obsessive ex. Until Gotak's breath hitches. Until Baku forgets this is supposed to be pretend.
Now Baekjin's circling like a shark, texting threats at midnight. Gotak's watching him with those all-too-knowing eyes.
And Baku can't tell if the heat in his veins is protectiveness or something far more dangerous - if he wants to keep Gotak safe, or if he just wants to keep him.
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24 May 2025