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After Jaemin cheats on Renjun, his long-term boyfriend, the other boy disappears from his life. Jaemin realizes how dumb he was and is set to get Renjun back no matter how long it takes to find him. But what happens when he discovers that Renjun is dating his new friend and co-worker, Jeno?
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26 Jan 2023
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There's a chance that Jaemin will never reach out, never offer Jeno the branch he needs to let go, and maybe Jeno will just have to keep those feelings to himself, to ache with it the way Renjun does, to simmer with it until he either burns from the inside out and gives in or fizzles out and gives up.
It's a perverse sort of wish, one that leads him to wonder how and when he's become such a selfish person, and in the end it doesn't matter. Jaemin makes the first move. Jeno won't have to agonize the way Renjun has.
Jaemin kisses him that night while Renjun is upstairs puking his guts out in the porcelain bowl.
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03 Jul 2022
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Renjun’s new roommate is hibernating.
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- Part 1 of Ursus Somnolentus Universe
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18 Apr 2022
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a romance told through art and symbolism. love is more than the words we speak.
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18 Apr 2022
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The stall vendor sees right through him as soon as he begins to stammer through the words une pain d'épices s’il vous plait, asking him what he wants in thick English instead, which Mark bashfully responds to for both their sakes. As it turns out, Renjun was close enough to have heard the whole thing, laughing at him when Mark arrives back with the little paper bag containing three slices of ginger loaf. He thanks him anyway, and Mark thinks he looks very beautiful, all bright eyes and warm light bouncing from his face, tiny snowflakes caught in the wisps of his hair.
“Pretty,” Mark says quietly, cupping Renjun’s face with one gentle hand so that he’ll tilt his chin Mark’s way again, smile at him and fill his chest with warmth in all the places the mulled wine couldn’t reach. “I love you so much.”
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Christmas in France with Renjun starts out a dream, but turns into a recurring nightmare when Mark meets a ghost from his boyfriend's past.
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26 Mar 2022