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when i look for you by lovelunar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Ilya loves Shane exactly as he is - the routines, the precision, the way he moves through the world just a little differently than everyone else.
He’s never tried to explain it.
Then, at a charity fundraiser for accommodations in young, autistic athletes, someone else does.
And suddenly, everything makes a little too much sense.
Or: a character study on Shane's undiagnosed autism, through the eyes of Ilya.
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reading you like road signs by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥: ‘𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺’. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘏𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 ‘𝘯𝘰𝘯-𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘥’ 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴.
𝘞𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱?
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When Shane realizes that Ilya might have ADHD, he comes up with a plan to help Ilya feel motivated to do certain non-preferred tasks, and deal with his executive dysfunction. What ensues is very silly: but ultimately, it's a grand declaration of love.
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Shane experiences a Autistic meltdown after the scene in Vegas which leads to their story being completely different.
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
16 Mar 2026
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tbr? maybe I read? maybe I read part of?
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It was very good, I needed help sleeping by SpaghettiShimmy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Surely this was just because he’d gotten worked up seeing Hollander in the documentary and needed some release. He’d watch it again to jerk off to it, get that release, and forget about it by morning.
Or, 5 times the ESPN documentary about Shane's cottage helped Ilya fall asleep, and 1 time he didn't need it.
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"I tried really hard, but... I just can't help it."
Yuna and David always knew their son was different. The odd habits, the quiet social life, the romantic void he lived in. They never wanted to change him. They only wanted him to be happy. But the longer time went on, the more they worried about Shane ending up alone. Trapped in his insulated little world of hockey and routine.
For twenty years, they worried. Until something finally changed.
Summer, 1997 - July, 2017