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    The blackouts are getting worse.

    They aren't dangerous, in the long run, just strange. Strange because they only ever happen when Shane is at home; never on the road, at the rink, or even when in public.

    His blackouts only ever happen in his condo.

    Shane doesn't even realize something is happening at first. He'll get home after practice or a game, exhausted, and the second the front door closes behind him something in his body loosens. A warmth spreads through him and his thoughts will go fuzzy at the edges. His inner omega will start purring low and smug in the back of his mind.

    Nest, it says.

    Once the thought hits, the urge becomes almost unbearable. He usually makes it to the bedroom before the rest hits. Shane will crawl into bed still half dressed, burrowing instinctively into the blankets, dragging pillows close against his chest while warmth floods his body in thick, heavy waves. His painfully organized nest will become messy, Shane digging around until the chaotic placements feels perfect.

    And then—nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hours vanish, sometimes even entire evenings.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Ilya feels many things at the very idea of his relationship with Shane being called boring. Do not get Ilya wrong; he loves boring. Boring Shane Hollander with his weak backhand, pretty freckles, and a blush that covers his entire chest when he cries after Ilya makes him cum for a fourth time that night.

    But boring sex life? With his Jane? He settles on being mortally offended and scowls at his laughing teammates.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    "I see pretty girl with freckles. I did not need experience, I needed that ass," holy shittt and they say Shakespeare is dead 😭😭

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    Shane is lonely. He knows this because there have been multiple attempts by different people in his life to make him acknowledge this. It has been an increasing concern for his parents, who previously kept their comments sparse, before his career kicked off in earnest and they could finally iron out some of his social flaws. This manifests in increasingly farfetched and undesirable suggestions - you should join a running club; you should email this influencer - you never know!; you should see if that brand ambassador could be your plus one to this event.

    His friends, too, keep poking their noses in his business. Some of his them are easier to shake off - Hayden goes quiet after a few noncommittal hums from him at the suggestion of a double date. JJ is happy if they get a beer once in a while. Rose however - Rose buys him a dog.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    leave the muzzle on next time :)

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    "And I've really been struggling with math, so I was wondering if—"

    "Yes."

    The word flew out of his mouth before you even finished.

    You blinked, startled by his pathetic eagerness, before giggling softly. "I didn't even get to finish."

    The sound sent a sharp ache straight to his ribs. He did that. He made you laugh. Even if it was at his own expense.

    "I was wondering if you could tutor me?" You finished, smiling sweetly.

    "Yes." Softer this time, but just as desperate.

    Your smile widened—somehow—turning even prettier, and fuck, he should've thought this through. Was hanging out with you outside of school really the best idea?

    No.

    But was he going to say no to you?

    Absolutely not.

     

    In which the schools biggest nerd, Gojo Satoru,
    who spends his time collecting digimon cards and watching anime, somehow lands the deal of tutoring you, the prettiest, and most ignorant girl he’s ever laid eyes on, who he’s happened to be obsessed with since the beginning of the year.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ch8

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    "Did you just collar yourself for me? Cause I'll buy you a proper one if that's what you want."

    You paint your nails the colour of his eyes and he falls in love with you all over again.

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