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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Dan asked Herbert the same question again one night, playing with his fingers in bed. “Am I going to Hell?”

    Herbert had sighed tiredly. They’d been over this. At this point, Dan should have made his peace; he’d either punish himself until the end of his days, or he’d set himself free. Herbert was sick of the attention afforded to this particular fallacy, anyway. And yet, that night, he chose a new answer.

    “Who knows,” Herbert said, “but I’ll be there, too.”

    He expected a spark of fear in Dan’s eyes, but instead, he saw only relief. Dan pressed Herbert’s hand to his mouth.

    Now, 9 months later, sitting alone in the cold basement, just one floor below Dan and his perfect girlfriend, Herbert would like to change his answer.

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    16 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    A pulpy, silly, gory, and ultimately smutty novella in four parts.

    Fed up with Herbert's chafing attitude in the aftermath of a scientific setback, Dan moves out and temporarily severs ties with his lover. Absence makes the heart grow fonder—or just drives them both to extreme ends to cope with the split and get each other's attention.

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    13 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Hill remains adamant that Herbert West would be better put to use as an ally instead of an enemy. Surely, he can convince West to join him if he simply demonstrates the rewards in store.
    The rewards, he's noticed, that could only come from one Daniel Cain.

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    02 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    29 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    So, as it stands, Dan can’t be with women in any capacity, because he can’t get over Meg. He can’t date men, because of a variety of hang ups. He can’t do anything with Herbert. Obviously. What he can do is have unbridled, anonymous sex with strange men in public restrooms. So that’s what he’s going to do.

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    19 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    Indeed, there they are. The same group as always. The goths, Dan, said by Herbert with the same annoyance as his annoyance at the maggots that encroached on their subjects. Dan looks at the dour little committee of college students, all with teased up hair and drapey fabrics, and instead thinks about the bats in the attic of 666 Darkmore lane. They stopped coming after he nailed a couple of their carcasses to the house’s facade; maybe letting Herbert fire off a shot at the trespassers isn’t that bad of an idea, after all. He clings onto his hippocratic oath with bloody fingernails. Annoying people still deserve to live. He’s not sure if he’s applying the sentiment more to the kids or Herbert.
    OR,
    the Christchurch Cemetary comes with a group of college trespassers who have a theory about the new death-obsessed residents: they're vampires.

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    15 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    Tonight, Dan is determined to convince Herbert to share the Kiss, the act of biting and drinking his blood. Who cares if Herbert’s clan curse means there’s supposed to be pain?

    Set in the universe of Vampire: the Masquerade, where Dan is Herbert’s ghoul.

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    24 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    Herbert has been making conversation at work, and it’s driving Dan categorically insane. When said in regards to anyone else, this sounds ridiculous and controlling, but this is Herbert; it all feels deeply wrong. But it’s just conversation, a few smiles. Dan should ignore it. No one seems to notice it eating away at him, anyway, so no need to mention it. No one can see he’s gnashing his teeth against his muzzle.

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    19 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    Last week, Dan had let slip that he sometimes wishes his relationship with Herbert was normal. Herbert decides to play along. This is not a healthy way of conflict resolution.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    A few peculiar interactions with Herbert drag Dan down an inevitable spiral of various realizations that culminates with a lot of naked skin on their shitty cemetery-house couch.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    There's something odd about the new couple that just moved in down the street. Something that doesn't quite fit with picturesque suburban living. Something lurking behind that trimmed lawn and white picket fence...

    Dan and Herbert have been married for ten years and bouncing from place to place for most of them, leaving ruin in their wake. But this time is going to be different. Dan is going to make sure of that. He'll charm housewives, keep a pristine house, and manage his unruly husband so they can finally have a place to call home. Everyone in Glenville will know the Cain-Wests as the perfect neighbours.

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    07 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 39

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    Since the night Dan and Herbert went to the bar, Dan has been withdrawn. When a power outage in the lab forces them together, Herbert learns what's lurking under the surface.

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    04 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 62

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    Garak and Kira are both still mourning Ziyal when a surprise twist of fate places a half-Bajoran, half-Cardassian infant into their reluctant custody.

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    26 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    Agent Bashir relaxed, and re-holstered his weapon. He knew that wouldn’t be the last of them, but they were safe for now.

    He turned back to the woman in his arms, and froze. This wasn’t right. The damsel in distress he’d just rescued, the beautiful lady with sleek black hair had been replaced by—oh, Julian was going to kill (like actual, in-cold-blood, get-sent-to-prison MURDER) Felix for this—a perfect likeness of Garak.

    In which Julian has to contend with holographic versions of Garak showing up in his spy program, and all the Feelings that ensue.

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    25 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    It isn’t until the ball after his wedding that Julian can actually find a moment’s peace.

    Richard and Amsha have been hovering since the retinue returned to Subatoi, though only God knows why. Julian won’t leave again—that flighty foolishness is behind him, and he’s truly happy to be married. And yet, still: if he wasn’t actively with one or both of his parents, he was being shadowed by Sloan, their recently appointed director of information, a man with stark features and an air of smirking condescension that would probably be faintly infuriating, if Julian had the energy to be infuriated.

    But tonight, finally, for a blessing: when the room began to spin and faces began to blur, and he searched desperately for some manner of escape, he actually found one.

    The day the Subatoi retinue came to Desnine, Julian changed his mind and returned to his parents before ever reaching that mountain path—or so he thinks.

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    22 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Doctor Bashir is trapped in the holosuites,” Rom says, when they arrive to find him parked at an open panel on the bar’s third floor.

    Garak fixes Quark with the kind of stare that’s broken better men. “You probably could have started with that.”

    Quark perks somewhat, sensing opportunity. “Does that mean you won’t actually need that favor I promised you?”

    “It does not,” Garak says, because he isn’t feeling charitable.

    It's Julian's turn to be trapped in the holosuites, and it's up to Garak to protect him! Featuring spy shenanigans, copious banter, and all the flirting you'd expect and more.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    "No, it's fine," Julian said automatically. "But, Garak, is everything all right?"

    "Captain Sisko wanted to see me," Garak said—which was so conspicuous a refusal to answer the question Julian had asked that it almost didn't qualify as an evasion. He pulled out the chair opposite Julian, and sat.

    "Captain Sisko? Why?"

    "Well, apparently," Garak said, "Cardassia has lodged a formal request with the Federation for my extradition."

    (Or: Garak has a problem. Julian marries him to fix it. Except that means Julian also has a problem, albeit of a very different kind.)

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    29 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 21

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    This is a story about Julian Bashir getting tasked with seducing Garak. It's also a story about depression, body-image and found family. And about clothes and Cardassian pop-stars.

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    11 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    He was going to kill Garak. Or f*ck him. Probably both.

    Though not in that order.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    Escaping from Interment Camp 371 back to the Alpha Quadrant, Garak and Doctor Julian Bashir find themselves temporarily stranded on Brax, waiting for repairs. Their hosts are friendly, even if the universal translator struggles with their language, and it seems only polite to participate in a charming local festival.

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    "Well," Garak said brightly, keeping his smile on his face, even though Bashir couldn't see it, thinking of the jar Bashir had dipped his finger into. "This is awkward."

    "I should've been more careful," said Bashir. "Oh, well, it's not too bad. It's not as if this isn't something that happens all the time. We had a seminar on it first year of Academy. You've accidentally married someone in an alien ceremony, what next? It's not like we intend to stay here." Bashir flopped back on the bed, damp tunic and all, and looked up at him. "I feel less worried about getting back in time than I should. I don't know if I'm just too tired, or it's something about this place. Oh, well. Let's discuss it in the morning." He pulled his long bare legs up and shuffled around into a more comfortable position, facing away from Garak. "Go to sleep."

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    07 Jul 2025

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