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    "This entire party is to find you a wife, isn't it?" Till commented. "If you get married soon, you can do your own thing."

    "Is that your plan to get away from your old man?"

    "Maybe."

    Ivan smiled and glanced into the dark.

    "Good luck with that."

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    Urak, rich nobleman and King Unsha's best friend, asks him for help to arrange his son Till's marriage to Princess Mizi, as her family is torn between him and the heir to a richer country, Prince Luka. When the negotiations move to the king's palace, Prince Ivan is witness to the monarchy's inner workings and soon finds himself entangled in everyone's secrets, while handling his own responsibilities as his country's heir.

    ‼️This fic is finished and just undergoing editing; I update biweekly as I revise it‼️

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    A young man sits on the ground a few feet ahead, wearing short sleeves despite the cold. His silvery gray hair hangs limply in front of his face and down his nape, obscuring his features from Ivan, and there are dozens of angry pink scars crisscrossing over the skin of his neck.

    The curve of his chin and the bow of his spine are painfully familiar, and as Ivan approaches cautiously, his heart hammering in his chest, he looks up and Ivan’s confronted with a pair of bright green eyes, eyes he thought he’d never see again.

    They widen as they stare at him, shock and confusion warring within them, most likely mirroring Ivan’s own. Although he seems older, and the scars on his neck are new, there’s no mistaking that the man on the ground in front of him is Till.

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    Scars!Till mysteriously appears in the JockEmo universe, a year after Round 6 and nine months after the death of Emo!Till.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Ivan wakes up in a grass field full of red flowers. The air is warm and dry, and Ivan breathes it in, the ghost of rain still running down his face and the image of Till’s shocked face smeared in his vision. A beautiful blue sky looms overhead.

    On his left, a boy with gray hair lays beside him, fast asleep. Ivan thinks surely even death could not be this cruel. Ivan swallows as he skims his fingers over the boy’s face.

    “Till.” He says, too softly for anyone to hear.

    Till stirs, his eyelids twitch, but he doesn’t wake.

    Ah.

    Ivan wonders which part of this is the bad dream.

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  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    For now, as the darkness takes hold, he sinks his hand straight into the soft strands of hair atop Till’s head.
    It is a privilege of this space that he can reach him. In this place, they can sit together, an ending to this story that is sun-warmed skin and a patch of grass, stained with nothing but memories and dreams unfulfilled.
    “Ivan?” Till asks.

    or Ivan and Till, in a place without a name, talk about the aftermath of it all

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    His eyes travelled around the familiar features–just older, but the same; thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, and that tooth, peeking over his lip even though his mouth was closed. Till’s chest heaved, and he pulled off his gloves so that his shaking hands could cradle the face, thumbing underneath tired eyes.

     

    This had to be a dream, and he was going to wake up soon–any second now. But time only stretched on, and he was still there in that downpour, hovered over his unconscious body.

     

    “Ivan?” Till squeaked out–a name he hadn’t said aloud in nine years. To anyone else he was always that guy, that brat, that… feeling I didn’t understand until you were gone.

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    Or: While scavenging in the wreckage of a plane crash, Till clashes with a Guard, and comes face to face with Ivan. The real Ivan; the man he thought died in an act of sacrifice, and proceeded to haunt him for years afterwards.

     

    This story is now available in Russian, translated by Tsukimi_77

    When It All Burns Down

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