trillasbitch
Recent works
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Broken Clocks by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
27 Dec 2025
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Ever since that day—the day she lost Cere—time had felt still. Stagnate.
Many thoughts cycled through her mind, but one thought remained: she was without her master again.
Cere was more than a master to Trilla; she was like a mother. Losing her felt like losing a part of herself. Trilla was all but materialistic, but the only thing left she had of Cere was her lightsaber, and she clung to that saber like her life depended on it.
It’s been days. Greez is tired of her hiding on the Mantis and decides enough is enough. “It’s not good to avoid your feelings,” he always says. But it’s hard to really feel your feelings when you’re someone like Trilla. Cere and Trilla did reconcile, and Trilla did learn to let go of the anger she harbored and let go of her fear of the dark side.
But...
Even after everything she’d learned over the years, she never learned how to let herself truly feel.
And of course, you need to feel to heal, but...
It’s hard to learn to feel.
But Greez...
Well, he wants to help Trilla do just that:
Feel.
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Meant For Battle by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
13 Dec 2024
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Origins of Cal Kestis and Trilla Suduri meeting as padawans.
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Unfortunate Coincidence by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
08 Sep 2024
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AU where Trilla survives but decides against joining the crew and instead wants to be left alone.
Several years later, Cal and the crew, who are still fighting the Empire, stop at a heavily-occupied imperial planet for supplies. Unfortunately for Trilla, she happens to be on this very same planet. She and Cal have a little confrontation.
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Turn Down the Voices by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
06 Aug 2024
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It’s been a few days since their return from Tanalorr. It’s supposed to be a celebration, as it’s what Cere and Eno would have wanted. But Cal can’t bring himself to feel accomplished. He’s guilt ridden and feels like he’s made all the wrong choices as of lately. He feels trapped; he feels like there’s no escape from these feelings.
And then his haunting...
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Forgiveness by trillasbitch
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
13 Mar 2023
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“Trilla, please,” he cried. “Please, this isn’t you; I know it isn’t!”
“Krayt spit!” she laughed. “You don’t know a damn thing about me, Kestis; you can’t possibly understand what I’ve been through.”
“I may not understand, but I’ve seen it...I saw what you’ve been through, Trilla. You’ve experienced great suffering...It’s not too late to let it go...”
Trilla let out a degrading laugh. “Let go? I’m stronger now because of the pain; I’ve never felt better!"
Recent bookmarks
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Inquisitor Rehab: Bonding Moments for the Second Sister by grendelsmom24
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
14 May 2026
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"Trilla Suduri, formerly known as the Second Sister, was not supposed to be alive. And yet, somehow, she was sitting on the floor of the Mantis, dripping wet and unfortunately still breathing, surrounded by the crewmembers she had tried so hard to kill for the last few weeks."
just wanted to explore some domestic moments with the Mantis crew if Trilla/Second Sister had been saved and redeemed at the end of Fallen Order. mostly Trilla development and crew banter with a slight plot sprinkled in.
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- Part 1 of Redeemed Trilla AU
Bookmarked by trillasbitch
03 May 2026
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What Happened On Bracca Should Stay On Bracca (According to One (1) Greez Dritus) by Obscure Fanfiction Series (RichardGraysonPercyJackson)
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
14 Nov 2023
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Greez Dritus has a very bad habit of asking questions he doesn't like the answer to.
Cal Kestis has a very bad habit of answering honestly.
Bookmarked by trillasbitch
06 Apr 2026
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Sleep Deprivation by SpiritCat179
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
08 Oct 2024
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When Cal is captured by the Second Sister on Zeffo, he is unaware of just how far she is willing to go to get information about Cere. Unfortunately, he doesn't have any information to give, but the Second Sister is determined to get it out of him one way or another, and Cal is forced to endure a torture unlike any he has ever felt before.
// Whumptober 2024: Day Eight
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- Part 8 of Whumptober 2024
- Language:
- English
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- 3,226
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
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- Comments:
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- Kudos:
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- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by trillasbitch
05 Jan 2026
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Acting on Instinct by Littlewolf65
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
23 Jan 2025
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Cal didn’t know what he was thinking next. When he saw the… inquisitor? No… not inquisitor… Sith. The level of malice and hatred that the Force bled around him was nothing short of infinite. He had to be a Sith, a conclusion that did nothing to quell his racing heart. Just feeling the Force around him was enough to make him feel like he was thirteen again. Back in that escape pod hurling towards Bracca, powerless and alone.
But when the Sith had raised his lightsaber to strike Trilla down. His body acted on instinct.
(An AU on what would have happened if Cal had just reacted a little bit faster to save Trilla from Vader)
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- Part 1 of Star Wars Jedi: Trilla Lives AU
Bookmarked by trillasbitch
28 Dec 2025
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The Fallen Order by PhoenixGirl2626
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Rebels, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
10 Jul 2026
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5 years. That's how long they lasted in hiding. After saving the alien who'd become a sort of uncle-figure to him from a fatal fall with the Force, Cal finds himself, his master, and two clones who were immune to the command to eliminate the Jedi, fleeing the second-worst thing the Empire has to offer: the Inquisitorius. Now, it's a race to get off planet, and they might get some unanticipated help from a small crew with a large mission/dream: Rebuilding the Jedi Order.
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- Part 1 of Fallen Order Series AU
Bookmarked by trillasbitch
19 May 2025