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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    Unrelated, mostly Canon compliant one shot fics that were originally composed and posted to my Twitter @_LilyBlue28

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    14 Jun 2026

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    "I-Ilya..." Shane forces himself to look at the man sitting beside him, his heart swimming in barbed wire. "Tell me he's lying. Tell me this is some sort of fucked up joke."

    Shane has never seen Ilya this angry. The look on his face is nothing short of murderous. The beer in his hand is close to shattering into pieces with how aggressively Ilya is gripping it. His jaw clenched so hard that Shane thinks his teeth will crack.

    But under all the anger and embarrassment clawing at his features, Shane sees something else lying underneath.

    Pure, raw, unfiltered, guilt.

    Or: Shane and Ilya are navigating their "not a relationship" relationship. Secretly. Shane is happy, but it doesn't last long, when he finds out it was all a lie, and his world comes crashing down.

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    It's New Years' Eve and Shane takes a Vodka-induced spiral through a level of jealousy he didn't know existed.

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    He looked over the rim of his glass, eyes immediately landing on Ilya’s laughing face on the other side of the club near the bar. He had his arm slung over Svetlana’s shoulders, her neck comfortably at the bend of his elbow. Shane’s teeth ground together when Ilya used the crook of his arm to pull Svetlana closer, Ilya's head tipping down to place his ear near her mouth.

    It was Ilya’s turn to lean in to speak in Svetlana’s ear, a grin spreading over Svetlana’s gorgeous face as she listened to his words. 

    Shane could vividly imagine what Ilya’s voice would sound like at this point. It would be raspy and rough, like a rumble. He’d heard him sound like that a thousand times and Shane would never be sick of it. It made his chest tight, his heart hammering to think about the way Ilya’s soft lips would brush along his ear. How his tongue would lick up the shell before nipping at the spot under Shane’s ear that made him moan.

    But he wasn’t doing any of that. He was talking to Svetlana. His friend.

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