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    Derapchu is in a bad mood.

    It's obvious to everyone — especially his friends — so they all give him a wide berth. And that does not help in the slightest.

    The reason isn't dramatic or overemotional. He has to get tutoring. He doesn't even mind that part — he needs all the help he can get with calculus. The problem is that his tutor is Wifies. Wifies, who is annoying. Wifies, who has the audacity to claim that HE'S Parrot's best friend. Not Derapchu. Him.

    Clearly, the universe hates him.

    derapchu is FAILING math and wifies now has to tutor him. it's fine. everything is fiiinneeee. (its not)

    or: two idiots who everyone already assumed were dating, a fake relationship that spirals completely out of control, and the mutual pining neither of them are willing to acknowledge

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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    15 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    "Yeah well I didn't really want to see the shitty Dazai anyways." Chuuya said in annoyance as he stirred the newly served tea on his plate.

    "Why don't you wanna see your boyfriend anyways?" Yosano asked curiosly, he never understood why the couple couldn't stand eachother if they were dating.

    "He's not my boyfriend god damnit! I'm not a faggot!"

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    Chuuya is a boxer, strong and ambitious. Dazai is a chess player, smart and witty. In a world of college preparations, examinations and high levels of stress, when love glues them together, some things may try to take them a part.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    A loud thrum suddenly rattled through the crowd sending screams towards the stage. Then came a few more chords and a voice proceeded to echo around the entire audience.

    “Hello, my beautiful people!”

    Elise screamed and began jumping up and down, her phone seemingly appeared in her hand and was recording everything.

    “It’s so good to hear you all tonight!” continued the voice. “And my lord, I cant wait to see all of you as well.”

    Another wave of shouting erupted from the pit.

    “So why don’t we come out and say hello properly!?”

    Five people then came walking out onto the stage. Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Gin Akutagawa, Michizo Tachihara, Ichiyo Higuchi and the owner of the vaguely irritating voice.

    Chuuya Nakahara.

    ‘Damn,’ Dazai thought, ‘should’ve checked his height.’

     

    Osamu Dazai is no ordinary teenager by anyone's standards. Well I mean he's a genius, majorly depressed, bisexual and so many other weird and whacky things. So what would happen if he became friends with the rising teen Rockstar, Chuuya Nakahara, or what's more, fell in love?

     

    A teenage soukoku slow burn where Dazai is in high school and Chuuya is in a rock band. (Not age gap)

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    11 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dazai gets stabbed for the first time, he turns up on Chuuya's doorstep to make it his problem.

    Or: Dazai, Chuuya, and the start of their relationship

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    02 Aug 2026