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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    He felt like a child again, alight with curiosity, but filled with the shame and embarrassment of a teenager. What was he going to do, anyways? Ask Andrew for his favourite colour? What he wants to be when he’s older? What kind of girls he likes? What sort of movies he watches?
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    Aaron hears Andrew laugh for years but never actually hears him happy. This is a story about how forgiveness truly starts from joy.

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    09 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Do you ever feel left behind? Like there's more you could be doing, but can't.”

    Aaron's response was immediate, “Not really, no.”

    “Fuck you,” Kevin mumbled, wondering why he even bothered asking, “I knew this was stupid.” He turned to leave but was stopped by a hand on his chest, fingers clumsily gripping his shirt.

    “Wait, no, I meant if you want to do more, then just do it.” Aaron lightly pulled him back, away from the door, and Kevin followed, unsure of where this was going. “You’re literally going to be a millionaire, Kevin. Think about it, what are your favourite places to go?”

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    09 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    Nicky convinces his cousins to join him on a trip to Germany to visit Erik.
    Neil and Kevin are also going with them, of course.

    Cue some misunderstandings and a full schedule of things to do, including visiting Erik's family, going on day trips and possibly even falling in love with your (best) friend.

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    09 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    In the summer after his second year, Aaron has a lot of things changing around him and in his bones he feels alone with that. A summer full of Kevin asking him what happened and Aaron honestly not knowing what to say.

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    08 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    Aaron learns the hard way to be cautious when eating new fruit. Kevin learns to put his stuff somewhere else.

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    Aaron didn't know he had a severe allergy to pineapples. He finds out on a random afternoon.

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    07 Apr 2026

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