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Because You Are Love (Karlnap) by Simplysmitten
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF
06 May 2023
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Sapnap grew up in Texas, a state where being gay just wasn't something you were allowed to talk about- so he didn't. He never came out to his family and even when he made new friends who loved him unconditionally, he still couldn't bring himself to come out. Staying in the closet never felt like a problem once he moved to Florida with Dream, well, until a video collaboration introduced him to a boy that made him question if he could keep hiding. Now, Sapnap has to return to Texas for the first time since his move to Florida for his step-sister's birthday. What's waiting for him when he arrives is going to make keeping his sexuality a secret from his family that much harder.
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25 Mar 2026
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Drowning Tide by Quarry19
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Shane has dealt with anxiety his whole life, he's pretty sure he was born this way. Unfortunately, that doesn't mean he always deals with it in the best way. He doesn't do it often, less since he and Ilya started whatever it is they were doing for the last decade. After all its harder to hide with Ilya's wandering hands. That doesn't mean it isn't inevitable, the control, the strict ritual, of it is unmatched. It's just been a hard week and anxiety has been buzzing beneath his skin too long and there's a box in his closet he can't stop thinking about. Ilya isn't here to stop him. Its inevitable.
This is me projecting my own experience of anxiety onto Shane Hollander.
Trigger Warning: Self-Harm. This was written as a way to prevent my own self-harm relapse and is based off my own experience with anxiety-driven self harm. I don't want to trigger anyone else into hurting themselves so please be aware and take care of yourselves. Be kind to yourself.
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27 Mar 2026
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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28 Mar 2026
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(i'm worried) it will always be you by Simplysmitten
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF
04 Sep 2023
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Sapnap, a notoriously sullen computer science major, is attending North Carolina State University, along with his roommate and long-time internet friend, Dream. While Dream has been pining over the pretty British boy in a couple of his classes, Sapnap finds himself having a much harder time avoiding a certain gray-eyed ray of sunshine.
*Story is not told chronologically. Chapters will vary from Freshman year (2015-2016 school year) to Senior year (2018-2019 school year). Chapters will be dated at the top to avoid confusion. Also, for reference, 'present day' is spring semester of senior year.*
(The classic, 'the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one' trope)
***Chapter 9 is the only chapter with explicit content. The chapter is p w/o plot so it can be omitted without affecting the storyline too much***
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19 Apr 2026
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“I did tell you I was going to be your teammate one day,” Arvid says, during one interlude, as they walk back to their hotel together, bouncing from conversation topic to topic; one easy segue into another. “And now I am.”
It’s early January; the rain has been relentless, and the wind has been atrocious – their hair flying upwards, when it blows against them; they both look as if they’ve been electrocuted. It’s enough to make Liam bite back a smile – even Red Bull’s golden child, with all his magazine shoot poise, his eloquence – is not immune from a bad hair day.
“And what,” Liam says, half-laughing. “Would you do if we weren’t? What was your backup?”
“There was no backup,” Arvid says simply. “I don’t say things I don’t intend to achieve.”
Liam doesn't date alphas and doesn't date teammates. The former is personal; the latter is common sense. Unfortunately, his current teammate seems to have Opinions™, unvoiced or otherwise, about that.
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08 Sep 2026