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    At first Jim really wasn't sure about what he saw. He feared that his mind played pranks on him. But then Bones cursed and Scotty nearly collapsed on the console. Jim finally came back to his senses. Slowly he walked up to the transporter. “Spock …?”

    “Yes, Captain?” - “Yes, Jim?”

    Both men answered him and Jim swallowed. Yes … he had thought so. But then the two looked at each other. “Fascinating.” Both said in union and while Bones made a sound like he was in pain, Jim just swallowed and blinked again. Because … suddenly he believed the dirtiest of his fantasies was just real. And Jim knew he was damned.

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  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Nothing on this planet but stupid plants,” he grumbles, trudging through knee-high weeds and flowers. His foot catches on a root, and he trips face-first into a flowering shrub.

    Which proceeds to puff out a cloud of bright blue pollen directly into his face.

    Jim knows the protocols. He’s supposed to hold his breath, so as to minimize how much of the pollen he inhales.

    He sneezes.

    Violently.

    So much for that.

     

    Year of the OTP February prompts Truth Serum + "If I Kiss You, Will You Shut Up?" fill

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  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Jim tries his best to seduce Spock in the ways he knows how. Uhura thinks he may be speaking the wrong (body) language.

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  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    “That’s what you’re talking about?” Kirk asked incredulously. “You mean after Spock had a near death experience and realized that it’s normal to have emotions? I don’t really think that counts as a come-on, doc.” He tried to make a joke, but it just made him sound anxious. “And what do you mean, kiss?”

    McCoy suddenly sobered. “Do you know how many nerve endings are in a Vulcan hand?” He was looking with earnest curiosity at Kirk. Kirk felt himself flush. What the fuck was he talking about?

    “What the fuck are you talking about?”

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    Spock and Kirk have a misunderstanding.

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  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    Spock had always assumed Jim’s kisses would be awkward and clumsy. The problem with assumptions, even with those of a Vulcan, is that they can be wrong.

    [Spanish translation available here / Puedes leer este fic en español aquí]

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  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jim breaks his hand and needs surgery to fix it. Leonard didn't realize that the effects of Jim's medication would affect Spock as well through their bond. Now, instead of a grumpy Jim Kirk, he has a... surprisingly calm Jim and a very loopy first officer facing a ridiculous problem.

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    Febuwhump 2026 Day 11 -- Broken fingers

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  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Spock uses the fact that the Captain is ‘touchy by nature’ in order to steal Vulcan hand kisses from him.

    Jim is not as oblivious to his actions as Spock assumed.

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    Spock decides to start utilizing emojis during intraship messaging in an attempt to better communicate with human colleagues.

    Reactions are mixed, but Kirk wholly approves of the results.

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  9. Public Bookmark 33

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    His eyes are still on the Boston captain—baffled at the sight of him here when everyone knows that he and Shane hate each other so much—when he brings up Shane’s phone’s voice assistant. “Call Lily,” he tells it. After a couple of rings, he watches Rozanov fish his own phone out and freeze completely. Slowly, Rozanov turns and meets Hayden’s gaze with wide eyes filled with panic.

    The phone stops ringing when Rozanov brings his own to his ear, mouth moving to form the word, “Hello?”

    What. The. Fuck.

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    Hayden accidentally discovered Rozanov is Boston Lily when he goes to visit Shane in the hospital

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  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya calls everyone the same endearing Russian pet names. His way of carrying a bit of his homeland's warmness with him. He called Shane petnames for a bulk of their relationship and now that extends to their kids. It sometimes has its downside, like when you call dorogoy to come and help you and the whole house is called to attention.

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  11. Public Bookmark 24

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    “The burger,” Shane clarifies, pointing to Ilya’s empty plate from where he’s sitting. “It’s plant-based. Like uhm.. vegetarian. No meat. It’s made from black beans, oats, and uhm.. Mushrooms” Shane doesn’t look at Ilya. He doesn’t even want to see the look on his face.
    Ilya looks down at his empty plate. Then at the kitchen. Then back at Shane.
    “You are telling me,” he starts slowly, voice deepening, “I just ate two not-meat burgers.”
    “Ilya–”
    “With Mushrooms? You said?” Ilya is nodding slowly as if it all is clicking into place.
    “Yea” Shane lets out a small laugh.
    “Is this because you think I am fat?”

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    "You won't if you want to fuck me tonight." Hollander had said in Russian.

    Dmitry glanced up, pausing from where he was unlacing his skates. What the fuck could in the conversation possibly have possibly led to this?

    He glanced at Rozanov, who'd been smirking and teasing Wyatt only a second earlier. Now, his mouth was firmly shut. All the rest of the team stared at Rozanov.

    Wyatt laughed. "Oh my God, Roz I don't even know what he said but you are so damn whipped!"

    "One word from the husband and he shuts up!" Bood crowed.

    Chouinard jumped in. "Yeah, what the hell did you say to shut him up that quickly, Hollzy?"

    (4 times shane was less boring than people thought. including hickeys, never have i ever, being in the room next door to them at a hotel, and a russian rookie)

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    Shane decides Ilya should also have a nickname.

    Since it's Shane, this quickly becomes the language equivalent of "Started making it, had a breakdown, bon appétit!"

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  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    (29. Soul - 1,169 words) - spoilers for The Long Game
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    “You need to change your voicemail.”

    Ilya blinks at him, half way out of the shower, dripping wet. He’s got a towel partly around his body, his curls are full and bouncy and barely dried, and he’s staring at Shane like he’s grown a third head.

    “What?”

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander was not a boring person. He knew this at heart. He had his own private world of intricate thoughts and was a man of discipline, with a dry wit and a capacity for passion and love that had once felt bottomless. But he had never ever considered his life dull. That was until he started seeing himself through Ilya Rozanov’s eyes.
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    Or: years after him and Ilya got together, Shane starts to resent the 'boring' banter.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    And he would've been happy, really, to have set it aside completely. Well, maybe not completely.

    But it could've been one of those scenarios that stayed in his head and was useful for when they hadn't seen each other in weeks and Shane was driven to using his dildo and trying desperately to replicate the motions that were really awkward to perform on yourself, actually. It could've been something to drive him over the edge, quickly, right when he needed it, in the privacy of his own mind.

    Ilya using Shane for his own pleasure, no matter what they were doing. Ilya getting what he needed from the interaction and then just stopping, sated. And that would've been fine, because then they wouldn't have had to address it, and Shane could've felt mildly guilty for having such odd desires, but he was used to being strange, strange and aware of it, always. So, fine.

     

    Or: Shane wants something he feels he definitely shouldn't; Ilya is highly enthusiastic about the prospect of his boyfriend being into free use. Over time, they figure it out.

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    The anniversary of Irina's death is approaching in just one day. Ilya is understandably highly sensitive. Shane has zero intention of making Ilya feel like Yuna belongs to him and only him, but his choice of wording makes Ilya question that. Shane has used the wording, "my mom" a suspicious amount of times today.

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  20. Public Bookmark 57

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    Shane got into moods like this sometimes. Well, to be fair, he was always like this, laser focused and one track minded. Sometimes that track happened to lead to Ilya's dick. Ilya certainly wasn't complaining. It was easier to just go with it and let Shane direct him to where he needed him to be.

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