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    After a failed assassination attempt leaves a banker in Zandik’s care, he discovers that “professional interest” becomes significantly harder to maintain when the patient is beautiful, philosophically radical, and keeps touching his face under anaesthesia.

    Or, after being betrayed and sold off, Feofan ends up in Zandik’s laboratory, where hatred of the gods proves to be an unexpectedly intimate thing to have in common.

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    27 May 2026

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    “Archons preserve my patience,” Tighnari groans, massaging his temples.

    “You split your household chores. You bring him his lunch at the Akademiya daily. Alhaitham looks after you when he thinks you’re sick. You two have weekly dinner dates. Kaveh, you do realize that with the list you’ve given me you’re both just a signed document short of being legally-wedded spouses, right?”

    “Perhaps Kaveh’s just ‘twisted up’ after they’ve unknowingly ‘tied the knot’.” Cyno muses thoughtfully.

    Silence.

    “... Did you get it? Because they’re practically married? And Kaveh’s—”

    “Cyno, qamari, I adore you, but finish that statement and you will find yourself exiled from my bed for the next month.”

    Cyno wisely snaps his mouth shut.

    (Or, after the Interdarshan Championship, Kaveh finds that his living situation with Alhaitham has become… peaceful, more or less?

    But why? Nothing’s changed between him and his stoic junior. He simply prepares Alhaitham’s meals, sees him off to the Akademiya, takes care of their home, arranges his schedule so he doesn’t miss their weekly dinners at Lambad’s—

    But that’s completely normal roommate behavior.

    … Right?)

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    08 May 2026

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    “You had to go through that thirty-three times?” Tribbie asked. Her voice wobbled with unshed tears.

    Phainon did the only thing possible in such a situation: He panicked.

    “Uh,” he said, because clearly his eloquence had abandoned him during one of the cycles, “yes?”

    // OR, circumstance leads to the heirs thinking Phainon only lived through thirty-three cycles. Rather than correcting them on this, Phainon doubles down and decides this is the new narrative he'll go along with so as to avoid worrying them too much.

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    29 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    Andre was collected back to the association. Upon reboot, Andre found himself still having all the memory of his previous run, including all the time he spent with his new… friend? partner? So in an attempt to survive, Andre continue doing his usual speedrun while secretly looking for Assimilation. Almost always to no avail. One time, as he started another run tho, he finally caught Assilimation from his peripheral view.

    xx_E-G-O_xx: Is that something over there?
    SIDIsquish: ASSIMILATION
    Conzercheez: :pepefear:

    It is Assimilation

    or…

    Andre gained sentiment a bit too late. Assimilation is mad at him.
    So… Andre is on his new run to apologise to Assimilation, speedrun the slowburn for the fastest established relationship.

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    “I won’t stay for long,” They promise through shuddering breaths, and D3rlord3 feels the dread slowly start to sink in, “I just needed to– see you. That– that sounds selfish,” they laugh, humorless, “It is. I– I am. I’m sorry ███, I really am.”

     

    It hits D3rlord3, then. This sounds like goodbye. No, no, no.

     

    They start to pull away, and D3rlord3 desperately gathers his remaining strength to latch on to anything . Nothing wants to cooperate, his body suddenly aching with effort, but still he– fights. He grabs on to their hand, fighting through the smoke and haze, ignoring how his muscles scream in protest and his eyes sting, but it fades to nothing when D3rlord3 touches them again, something unreachable finally in his arms and he can't lose them, he can't—

     

    “Stay,” he croaks out, begging.

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    D3rlord3 survives the King in Yellow, but he's forgetting someone important. It doesn't help that the person he's forgetting seems so adamant on staying forgotten.

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    20 Apr 2026