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    I am the thousand winds that blow by

    Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

    03 Aug 2025

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    Everyone insisted that Arthur needed time to process, to accept that Merlin was gone. The only problem was that Merlin wasn’t.

    Arthur didn’t know how to explain it without sounding like Uther when he’d seen Ygraine in the well, like he was losing his mind and looking for ghosts. He didn’t know how to look at his court and make them understand that Merlin had once told him about nature, about the sacred connectedness of the earth, and asked Arthur if he felt it. He didn’t know how to say that he hadn’t felt it back then, but that he did now. He felt it all. He felt Merlin in it.

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    Merlin saves Arthur's life at Camlann at the cost of his own. Merlin can't die, so it's not that simple.

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    But The Rain Is So Cold & I Am So Tired by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    15 Aug 2026

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    The bumper caught him hard enough to lift him off of his feet. Pain exploded through his hip.

    Buck flew backwards, a wordless scream leaving his mouth at the fire running through his hip and down his leg.

    When he landed on solid ground again, flat on his back, the wind was knocked out of his lungs. Sharp pain exploded everywhere.

    And then he was rolling.

    Rolling.

    Rolling.

    The world flew past him in fragments as he tumbled down the steep slope towards the ravine.

     

    OR: After dropping the lawsuit, Buck takes up running to escape the silence of his loft. One rainy day changes everything.

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    Loss of a Mother, Loss of a Wife by

    Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

    26 Dec 2018

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    Merlin and Arthur are happily married….right? Merlin wants a child, but Arthur dosen't want to lose her like he did his mother. Fem!Merlin, Merthur, Fem!Merlin/Arthur, Good Morgana . Originally posted on FF.net in 2012.

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    Winter Light by

    Fandom Merlin (TV)

    04 Jul 2024

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    A couple of fem!Merlin stories, taking place somewhere around S4

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    Just Give Me A Reason by

    Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

    15 Apr 2025

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    Being Prince Arthur's manservant wasn't an easy job what with the constant death-threats and having to hide her magic, but Merlin finds it would be easier if they stopped kissing each other.

     

    AKA: Merlin and Arthur kiss for reasons.

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