SomewhereorNowhere

"I don't exist."



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  1. Summary

    There are many of you who are inclined to judge the character and believe that it is the correct way of seeing them. I do not see it this way. If a person was so weak and succumbed to their vices, then what does that make them? A terrible and fragile person who did everything wrong?

    No. The way I see it, it is so hard to be good and create a fulfilling life when all you could see around you was never-ending cruelty and hatred against others.

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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Years ago, she'd made a promise.
    But now that she'd fulfilled it, Kohane couldn't help but fear.
    Had she really become worthy of it? Was she truly allowed to stand under the sun like this?
    And if she was so, if she were to stay... like a moth to the light, would she one day wander too close?

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    Kohane has finally fulfilled her long standing ambition of becoming Princess An's personal knight, but now that she is, the pressure of being the only commoner in such a high position starts to make her anxious. Had she really become worthy of her job? Or were those who might whisper at her back been right all along?

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    29 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Damn, I knew that this was going to be an Anhane fic, but I didn't expect the crazy worldbuilding that came with it?? Love the short story :D

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    After a party, An and Kohane return home, but intrusive thoughts happen and An finds herself crying in Kohane's arms

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Me dying while reading this.
    This really captured An's character well :DD

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    O, lone sheep, go tear the darkness to pieces, the entire thing
    If this beautiful night never ends, shall we try counting the numbers?
    What do you want to do after you end up all by yourself?
    You're still one of them, are you tryin' to get cursed for the rest of your life?

    You're just a solitary one— Right now, go far beyond them

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    Koha3 AU. Nobody is having a good time, many hijinks ensue. Read tags to get a general idea, I suppose.

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    5/18
    Comments:
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    16 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FJHDJKSDFH GRRR IM EATING THIS SHIT UP

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    As Mafuyu mends her relationship with her mother and builds a life beyond Nightcord, Kanade is left in the silent, stagnant wake of her own perceived obsolescence.

    Consumed by a guilt that twists her altruism into something monstrously selfish, she confronts the hollow core of her identity: without someone to save, who is she?

    In a moment of profound despair, she seeks the ultimate silence, suicide.

    But instead of an end, she awakens in an endless white void, face-to-face with a patient, faceless entity.

    Death itself.

    And Death gives a verdict: her journey is not yet over.

    (kanade character study; kanade and death chitchat, and both go through kanade's memories together)
    (ch7 is the canonical ending and ch8 is the alternative ending, also contains art!)

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    30 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH MY HEART-

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    26 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    YURI