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    His mother had warned him about The Up. He thought he was careful. He’d tried so hard. He never ventured away from the shoal. He kept his head down, and stayed close to his mother. But he’d gotten lost. Oh so lost. And now he was going to die.

    Evan is a mermaid captured by humans. Connor is a noble whose father collects rarities. Shenanigans ensue.

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    07 Mar 2025

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    Mermaid Evan

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    After falling from the tree didn't do the trick, Evan begins to seek out another solution. A partner. Peer pressure to get the job done. He spends several weeks trolling a website with a section called Suicide Partners after breaking his arm. He finds a potential match in someone else who is looking to make sure they actually pull the trigger this time (metaphorically speaking).

    Three guesses whose message Evan responds to.

    It's Connor's, of course.

    Inspired by My Heart and Other Black Holes.

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    19 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Can I— Jesus, I know how this sounds. I’m so sorry to ask this. Please know I’m so sorry, Connor.” Connor took a deep breath. Then another. Then another, waiting to hear Evan's request. “I mean, nighttime is when I feel the worst. Can we just— can I just stay on the phone? Fuck.” There was the light tap of skin on skin near the receiver, maybe Evan touching his forehead or temple, putting his hand over his eyes. “I promise I won’t be weird or pervy or something. Like, I don’t even need to hear you. I promise I’ll just do my work and study and stuff. I just want to have you on the other end.” Connor blinked several times, his teeth clenched. “Like, I just want to know you’re there, literally immediately, in case I need something. I just—”

    “Don’t want to be alone. Yeah. I get it.” Connor ran a hand through his hair and collected his soup bowl, starting to run hot water over it. “That’s fine. As long as you’re quiet by the time I go to sleep."

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    Connor and Evan haven't spoken in six years. Evan needs someone to talk to. Connor needs to get his head on straight.

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    13 May 2024

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    Connor knows he is dead.

    He doesn’t know why his ghost is being sent through the life of Evan Hansen. He doesn’t know why watching his younger self from a distance is changing how he saw his own life. He doesn’t know why talking to Evan is slowly breaking down every wall he’s ever built.

    And he really does not know how saving this kid is going to prevent his own death.

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    06 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Evan and Connor are free to resume their friendship after Connor returns home from a psychiatric facility. But Connor's relationship with his family is more frayed than ever, Evan and Connor are still outcasts at school, and Connor's own mental health is a work in progress. When Jared proposes a new business venture, it could open new opportunities - and dangers - for all of them.

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    12 Feb 2024