appacka



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 61

    Tags
    Summary

    What starts as a post-loss ritual spirals into an all-consuming sickness that Shane was sure he had buried with his 17 year old self. Shane nonetheless believes that he can hide his ugly secret from the world- until Ilya uncovers all of the instabilities that even Shane himself would rather run from.

    OR
    Shane's anorexia relapses during his fifth season with the Metros, and Ilya is determined to help him (and not only because he's maybe in love with him).

    TW: Eating Disorders and explicit mentions of calories, weight, restrictive eating, relapses, and more. Please do not read this if you are not in a stable enough state to do so. Recovery is possible and necessary. Stay safe <3

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,231
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    261
    Bookmarks:
    61
    Hits:
    5,119

    24 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

    Tags
    Summary

    The last thing Kevin wants to do right now is a postgame interview. Not when his team just got waxed, coming off of a six-game losing streak. When he came to New York, he was supposed to be the saving grace of this franchise, but the only thing he has managed to lead this team to is disappointment.

     

    Or
    When Kevin Day has a breakdown on live TV, Neil and Andrew show up at his doorstep.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,929
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    115
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    831

    23 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You guys are so cute.”
    Neil matches Andrew’s frown. Neither of them appreciate that particular adjective.
    “I’m surprised the monster hasn’t bitten his hand off yet,” Allison whispers.
    “Don’t call him that,” Neil snaps. Andrew’s current state has him feeling defensive.

     

    A migraine causes Andrew to let down some walls in front of the team. Neil takes a wrecking ball to the rest of them with his big mouth.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,887
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    2,863
    Bookmarks:
    412
    Hits:
    17,957

    13 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "I loved you. I loved you and perhaps I still do. How selfish. How cruel of a thought."

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    45,759
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    242
    Kudos:
    1,774
    Bookmarks:
    569
    Hits:
    50,127

    18 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    An ongoing series where two touch-starved men figure out how to take care of each other in ways that no military field guide ever covered. Thankfully, when you already trust a person with your life, letting them see you at your most vulnerable isn't nearly as hard as it sounds.

    Non-sexual intimacy, physical touch, a little angst, and a lot of comfort.

    Words:
    347,995
    Works:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    2,206

    18 May 2025