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    “I always feel so safe with you,” Shane pants into the pillow as Ilya fucks into him. Shane flat on his belly on the bed, Ilya plastered on top of him like the world’s heaviest weighted blanket, their skin pressed together all the way from their knees to the nape of Shane’s neck. “So safe, so safe, I’m—oh, fuck, Ilya—“

    By all measures, Ilya should be touched by this comment, if not wildly turned on. Instead, he finds he has to squeeze his eyes shut for a brief moment, hips stilling, to focus on thinking sexy thoughts so his cock doesn’t go soft.

    Ilya has some issues with the notion of safety, especially as it applies to him.

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    20 May 2026

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    Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.

    And all that because he came out as gay.

    He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
    He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.

    Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.

    Everything was fine.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane loves his boyfriend so much he wants to eat him alive. Or baby the fuck out of him. After a night of thinly maintained self-restraint at the cottage, he thinks Ilya will probably be more open to the latter.

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    18 May 2026

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    One Russian summer, just the one, and Ilya comes back to find that Shane has discovered kink.

    What the fuck.

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    18 May 2026

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    It's funny, actually, that Shane’s rival is somehow linked to the girl that he's dating. Even as Jackie’s breaths grow steadier and deeper, Hayden is still wide awake, counting everything he knows about Boston Lily.

    The list is disappointingly short.

    She lives in Boston.
    She had been seeing Shane—or at least texting him—for at least eight years.
    Her name is Lily.

    And their new discoveries from tonight:

    Lily is a fan of hockey, and cheers for the Boston Raiders.
    She hates Rosanov.

    He has all the right pieces, but now he only has to worry about managing where they’re supposed to go in his brain.

    The epiphany hits Hayden so hard that he jolts to his feet, knocking Jackie halfway off his lap in the process.

    “Hayd, what the fuck?” He tunes out his wife’s startled shout, desperate to not lose his train of thought.

    Hayden forces every mental puzzle piece into place.

    Boston Lily is Ilya Rosanov's ex-girlfriend—Or at least an ex-hookup.

    It explains everything.

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    During the MLH season following the cottage, Hayden reaches all the wrong conclusions about Shane and Boston Lily.

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    18 May 2026