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  1. Summary

    Every sick fic I’ve ever written is here and will be here. I love to write sick fics so this series will be large.

    Fluff, hurt/comfort, cuddling, etc.

    Sickfics are my favorite thing ever I’ve read so many and I write so many.

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  2. Summary

    I wasn’t planning on making this a multi-chapter fic but people LOVED the one shot, so I will be making this multiple chapters.

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    Random one shots that aren’t sick fics that I’ve written.

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  4. Summary

    My highschool au

    Sadness, mental health issues, slow burn, and more <3

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    Getting out of prison alive was a miracle. Getting stuck with Dazai on his couch is just Chuuya's terrible luck.

    In the grueling aftermath of the vampire outbreak, a highly inconvenient shift in alliances forces them under the same roof. Exhausted and stripped of their usual defenses, the quiet hours they share start to blur lines they’ve fiercely guarded since they were teenagers.

    Or: The post-war domestic fic where the tension boils over, and Chuuya finally stops lying to himself.

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    09 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    When Dazai arrives at Chuuya’s apartment feverish, rain-soaked, and entirely too pleased with himself, Chuuya does what he always swears he won’t: lets him in.

    One stormy night of soup, medicine, jealousy, stubborn tenderness, and far too much shared space turns into something softer than either of them is willing to name out loud.

     

    Or: Dazai gets sick, Chuuya takes care of him, and both of them are unbearable about it.

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    09 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dazai stood with his fist buried through the center of the glass, head bent toward the broken reflection. Cracks radiated around his hand like a gauzy spiderweb, fragmenting his half-obscured face into a dozen distorted pieces: one enormous, ink-black eye, half a smile, the pale sliver of a cheek. Blood welled between the bandages over his knuckles and ran down the silvered surface of the mirror.

    The snow on his eyelashes had long since melted.

    “Are you out of your fucking mind?” Chuuya snapped.

    Most of the blood wasn’t Dazai’s. The shaking was—and the nausea, and the paranoia, and the look he kept giving the locked door as though something on the other side knew his name.

    Chuuya could tolerate the blood of an unknown dead man. It was everything else he had no use for.

    (or: dazai runs out of antipsychotics, hasn’t slept in four days, and his reflection has started moving without him. chuuya is having a pretty shit night too.)

    Sicktember 2026 - Day one - Crash out + Day three - Forced to care for a rival

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    09 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai and Chuuya get hit with an ability while on a mission. They wake up and they're... Girls??

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    08 Oct 2026

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    Dazai is barely pushing through life. His family is abusive. His fellow students bully him. He has no friends or social connections. He works a part-time job that keeps him on the edge of a panic attack at all times. And he doesn't know any healthy ways to cope with anything.
    Enter Chuuya, one of the most popular students in school, who unexpectedly confesses to Dazai and asks him out.
    And with Chuuya at his side, nudging him in the right direction, Dazai slowly learns how to live.

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    Severely mentally ill teen and his unexpected boyfriend get through high school together.

    A story about trauma, its consequences, and the rocky path of recovery.

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    06 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Still reading… on ch 27