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The Thrills of Loneliness by call3x
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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“You are sick,” Ilya said slowly, enunciating every word. He sprayed another stream of water into his mouth, and Shane couldn’t help but stare at the way his throat moved. He felt hypnotized, trapped in Ilya’s stare, and the other man put the bottle down. “Have you scene before, Shane Hollander?”
Shane’s expression crumpled before he could wrestle it back under control. He cleared his throat, his stomach cramping uncomfortably. “Have I what? Have--scened with someone? What do you mean?”
“You are sub,” Ilya spoke with the water bottle waving, his voice casual. He ignored Shane’s defensive posture, gesturing to the trash can. “Sub get sick when not scene. When no Dom to scene with,” Ilya trailed off, looking Shane up and down, lingering on his collarless throat before continuing. “Is…unhealthy.”
In a world where subs, Doms, and Switches are biologically determined, subs are not accepted within a Dom-oriented sport like hockey.
Sub Shane Hollander keeps his designation hidden, but when confronted with Dom Ilya Rozanov, he can't fight his designation for long.
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16 Feb 2026
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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26 Dec 2025
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The Love Triangle by hollanovschild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Shane and Hayden get a little too close for comfort one night, and Ilya decides to remind Shane who he belongs to.
(This story will contain messy feelings, threesomes, some questionable choices, lots of angst, and some very depressing themes. Please do not read this if you don't like the idea of Hollanov being with other people. There is a lot of Shayden in this fic so please don't expect things to just be about Hollanov. This is just a fanfic and I wanted to do something a little bit different. Happy reading!)
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17 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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16 Dec 2025
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14 Jun 2025
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His gaze flicks away and back, unable to help himself. A trip, a fall and crash; all between his ribs and all within a second. Every morning. It's unrepentant and ceaseless. Jisung has yet to find a way to make it stop.
The scent of jasmine spikes over that of petrichor but no one seems to notice.OR
there's a stranger, a beautiful alpha, on jisung's morning commute. they take the same train every day but they've never talked. until a crowded train forces them to and jisung finds himself contending with the possibility of soulmates and falling in love.
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07 Jun 2025
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“I have just the guy for you,” Hyunjin slurps loudly. “Hyunlix approved.”
“And who is that?” Jisung asks.
“His name is Minho, he’s known for helping omegas through their heats.”
Jisung raises an eyebrow. “Is he a saint or something?”
“Worse,” Hyunjin says. “He has a heat kink.”
Jisung needs a heat partner. Enters minho (heat freak).
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11 Apr 2025
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He can’t help the big, dopey grin on his face as he looks over his shoulder at Changbin, the afterglow making it impossible to feel anything but good.
Of course, it’s not the same for Changbin, the stiff smile and the shadowy look in his eyes already present. So it’s a bad day, then, Jisung thinks. Normally he has a few more moments with Changbin to bask in their post-orgasm high before his guilt sets in.
He’s probably picturing his boyfriend when he looks at Jisung’s fucked out expression.
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Or;; Jisung knew that Chan and Changbin were cheating when they started fucking him. He just didn't realize the two of them were together.
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26 Aug 2023
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Public Bookmark 318
Mystery Work
Part of Private Collection
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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03 Apr 2023
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10 Mar 2023
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15 Jul 2018
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07 Jun 2018
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Castiel has moved back to Lawrence after five long years in New York trying to make it work with Meg. Freshly divorced and looking to start anew, he can't help thinking of the feisty omega he left behind all those years ago. Little does he know Dean has a secret, and Castiel's whole life is turned upside down when he discovers he didn't leave Dean as alone as he'd thought.
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- 17/?
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21 May 2018
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Darling, So It Goes by orphan_account
Fandoms: Call Me By Your Name (2017) RPF, Actor RPF
22 Nov 2018
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He walks in gingerly, still not sure what this was about. He looks at Armie, puzzled, and Armie just walks up to him and slips an arm around his waist. It takes everything in him not to jump out of his skin, what the fuck was going on?
“Like I was saying, we’re, uh- engaged.”
Timmy’s sure he heard it wrong. “I’m sorry, what?!”
In which Armie is Timmy’s boss who is about to be deported so of course, the best solution is to fake marry his PA and visit his family to celebrate his grandmother’s birthday. Lots of fake dating, pining and gratuitous fluff ensue.
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17 May 2018
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In one warm night in Crema, Armie and Timothée found in one another someone they could rely on, whether it was emotionally, intellectually or sexually. That night their relationship changed completely and what was once just a friendship had turned into something a little more pleasurable. Now, two years later, things are not the same as they used to be; Timothée´s revelation that he is in fact in love with Armie catches the older man by surprise and what comes next is frustration, suffering and new lovers. But the attraction between them still remains the same and the question they have to answer to themselves is: Is their relationship worth all the chaos?
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15 May 2018
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The press tour has just started for Call Me By Your Name, and Armie is annoyingly (accidentally) in love with his young costar. He looks back on Crema and how this whole mess started while navigating ever-escalating dreams about his darling Tim.
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03 May 2018
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Timmy is a bartender for a local gay bar in New York. He holds a love-hate relationship with the job, and besides its hook-ups and easy money, its perks do very little to label the whole thing worthwhile. He's struggling to pay his rent, is just about getting by on microwave meals. That is until Armie Hammer walks in one night. Armie, newly-single and only recently out the closet, doesn't expect this twenty-something year old angel to be behind the bar. Could never predict just how much their coincidental meeting could change their lives.
From two different backgrounds and living entirely oppositional lives, their meeting does more to change their circumstances than they ever could have anticipated.
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01 May 2018
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Timmy's never said he liked being Armie's baby, but Armie must know, or must know by now.
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02 Apr 2018
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Shiver At The Sight Of You by orphan_account
Fandoms: Call Me By Your Name - All Media Types, Call Me By Your Name (2017) RPF, call me by your name freeform
28 Sep 2018
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Armie Hammer goes to Crema to shoot a movie. Little does he know that it will turn his whole world upside down. Because he falls hard for his co-star, scrawny theater kid Timothée Chalamet. Who has nothing to loose. Contrary to Armie, who has a wife, a mother, a daughter and a career.
Some think love conquers all. Others know better. This will be a dark angst-fest. You've been warned. I promise nothing.- Language:
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01 Apr 2018
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28 Mar 2018