lesbegays
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this year i’ve started wearing safety belts by lesbegays
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Mar 2026
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You lose your brother again. There is a girl and a dog, or there is a girl and a child. The end result is the same either way.
Or; a brief look into the parallels between Dean/Lisa and Sam/Amelia
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It's August of 2008 and Ruby is falling in love with her Christ.
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i’m saying your name (when i think the plane will crash) by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”
At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.
(Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)
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07 Jun 2026
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The Axiom of Equality by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Ilya hurts Shane.
It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.
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Bookmarked by lesbegays
27 Apr 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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26 Apr 2026
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a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa.
Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.
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- Part 2 of winners-verse
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Bookmarked by lesbegays
26 Apr 2026
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Ilya was done. His last season had come and gone. The Centaurs might offer him another contract, if he asked, but they knew he wouldn’t. Stubbornness was one thing, being willfully blind another. Ilya would, in fact, like to retain his ability to walk. Carry his future children around. Play at the dog park with Anya. Fuck Shane into the mattress when they were old and saggy and falling apart. This required sacrifices.
It was an ending of the most spectacular fashion, but an ending nonetheless.
(Or Ilya's retirement, and grief, and facing your own end).
Bookmarked by lesbegays
13 Apr 2026