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    They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    The hookup that inspired Ilya to ask Shane to stay.

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    Ilya idly watches the bee buzz along the windowpane. He can’t tell what kind of bee it is. He’s not allergic, probably. He should ask if—

    “Are you allergic to bees?” Shane asks. He swings his legs off the bed and uses Ilya’s chest to push up and onto his feet. “Cup. I need a cup or something.”

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    28 May 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    27 May 2026

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    “What the fuck is this?”

    Ilya picks up the device, letting the velvet lining fall away. He holds it between his fingers and turns it, the light glinting on the chrome. “Is a cock cage. For you.”

    The words drop into the room hard. Shane’s heart flips, something in him tightening and then letting go, as if all the oxygen has been replaced by pure, electrified want.

    “For me?” he says. He’s not sure he’s heard right, or maybe his brain refuses to catch up.

    Ilya grins. “For you. You need this. And I need to know you’re thinking of me, even when I am gone.”

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    Shane loses control and comes when he wasn't supposed to. Ilya locks his cock in a cage for a week. Torture ensues.

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    24 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    22 May 2026