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"What did Trudy mean by 'bread and butter?"
"Ah.. whenever Trudy and I were walking somewhere, we'd hold hands. If there was a lamp post or somebody walked between us and we had to let go for a second,, she'd always say 'bread and butter'.
"So when she died.."
"Yeah. I think it was a message for me. She was saying 'I have to let go now for a little while, but it won't... be forever'."
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Monk remembering how the 'bread and butter' thing started after hearing those words from Trudy for the last time.
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John spends time at Cavendish and gets, unknowingly, into the habit of nightly cuddling. Paul has to deal with it.
Set sometime in summer '67
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Some are dead and some are living (in my life, I've loved them all) by n3lli3l
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), Paul Is Dead (Short Film 2018)
02 Dec 2025
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Billy took the information in and slowly nodded. He knew exactly who was the guy who inadvertently saved his life. It still didn't explain to him exactly what was going on. Why was the man in front of him acting the way he was? It was almost like…
“C'mon Paul, I know you don't exactly enjoy driving in the dark.”
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Billy's heart stuttered and he feared it'd stop. Oh God, this explained it. John Lennon thought he was bloody Paul McCartney.
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A twist on the Paul is Dead theory, where Billy is not actually an evil manipulative doppelganger. Inspired a bit by the short 2018 film "Paul Is Dead", cause I bloody love it. (WIP)
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The Only Girl I'll Ever Love Is John In Drag by n3lli3l
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), Midsummer Night's Dream - Shakespeare
07 Oct 2025
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Against established stereotypes in the band, John gets the role of Thisbe in the Beatles' spoof performance of Midsummer's Night Dream. In turn, Paul has to face unexpected attraction towards John in drag.
Inspired by the song Andrew In Drag by The Magnetic Fields
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Nothing Like Experience with the Ghost of Raynes Abbey by n3lli3l
Fandoms: All Creatures Great and Small (TV 1978)
09 Sep 2025
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James is out on a case and when he's driving home late at night, he witnesses the ghost again. Instead of driving away, he decides to go and confront it this time. Things turn sour quickly and he finds out a few things about himself that he'd probably rather not know.
Series 1: 6. Nothing Like Experience
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“We are t’hy’la,” Spock repeated, openly watching Kirk for a reaction now. When all he got was dumbfounded silence, no doubt mirroring Spock’s earlier appearance of shock, he clarified, “Soulmates if that is easier to process.”
It wasn’t.
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Captain and First Officer meet for the first time. Spock explains they're t'hy'la. Kirk is determined to make this working relationship work.
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And like the cycle of the year, we begin again by katherynefromphilly
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
27 Nov 2016
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Set after the Merlin Series 5 Finale "Diamond of the Day".
Canon Compliant. In Character. Arthur Pendragon Returns.
Cover art by Lao-Pendragon------
For many long years Merlin waited.
For the other part of his soul, for the other half of his life. He was born to serve Arthur. So that meant he was also born to wait. Even if it took a thousand years. Even if the wait seemed never to end.
Until one day, suddenly, it did.
When Arthur stumbles from the Lake of Avalon 1,500 years after his death, he finds a world unlike the one he knew. Faced with the loss of everyone he loved, and the threat of impending prophecy, Arthur must learn what it means to be not just a king, but the Once and Future King. Merlin does all he can to guide him, even as he struggles to hide his love for his king, and his fear of losing him again.
Story includes sass, banter, horseplay, & True Love.
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- Part 1 of We Begin Again
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30 Sep 2026
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“What did you do now Merlin?”
“Got cursed.”
Merlin slumped into the room and fell onto the bench of the table across from Gaius, laying his head dramatically on a book of something or other Arthur didn’t bother to look too closely at.
“Cursed.” Gaius echoed, unimpressed.
“Cursed.” Merlin sighed back, like some kind of weepy maiden.
“He can’t lie,” Arthur supplied, walking further into the room and standing behind Merlin, pushing his head off the book roughly. Merlin squawked and glared at him before shaking his head and turning back to Gaius.
"It gets worse."
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After ten years, Arthur thinks he has Merlin all figured out. But as he watches Merlin, he finds out that he has more questions than answers. The longer he thinks about it, the more uneasy he feels. So he pushes it aside. Except, he can no longer ignore the questions he has about Merlin.
Not your everyday reveal!fic.
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Arthur didn't speak to him for a week after he found out.
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- Part 4 of Merlin works
