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• First Light by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

  • General Audiences
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  • M/M, Other
  • Complete Work

  06 Mar 2026

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  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Light/Darkness
  • Yes the literal abstract entities
  • Dan Howell
  • Phil Lester
  • Light
  • Darkness - Character
  • But like the literal concepts of light and darkness
  • Metaphors
  • poetic writing
  • Light and darkness as a metaphor for the inevitability of Dan and Phil's love or something
  • Character Study
  • maybe? - Freeform
  • Idk how to tag this guys
  • i went a little bit insane and existential and this happened
  • Soulmates
  • Like
  • Actual Soulmates TM
  • Abstract
  • Love story between abstract concepts that cannot actually love
  • or can they?
  • Dan Howell Loves Phil Lester
  • Phil Lester Loves Dan Howell
  • Romantic Fluff
  • Sappy as fuck

  Summary

  Darkness had only known darkness, and therefore nothing at all, before light came.

  OR: A short, poetic exploration of the relationship between darkness and light, and how that somehow relates to two british guys in love.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  440

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  14

  Hits:

  87

• would you like a diamond ring on your wedding finger? by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

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  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  29 Nov 2025

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  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Dan Howell
  • Phil Lester
  • POV Dan Howell
  • Anxiety
  • Guilt
  • Dan spirals over Phan wedding fanart
  • Discussions of marriage
  • Light Angst
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Phil Lester is a Ray of Sunshine
  • Phil Lester Is A Little Shit
  • Phil Lester's weird metaphors
  • Unconventional Relationship
  • Queer Themes
  • Very brief and vague allusion to family trauma
  • Domestic Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Podcast: Hard Launch (Phandom)

  Summary

  Is he robbing Phil of yet another normal human thing he deserves, by stubbornness? For principles? What’s it to Dan, a ring and a paper and a party, is it really too much to give? The idea of it makes his stomach churn, still. He’s not sure why.

  OR Dan gets lost on social media, and then in his own head. As usual, Phil is the way out.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,974

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  18

  Kudos:

  351

  Bookmarks:

  32

  Hits:

  2,141

• How long you would wait for me (your love was unmoved) by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

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  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  05 Nov 2025

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  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Phil Lester
  • Dan Howell
  • POV Phil Lester
  • Coming Out
  • Hard launch video
  • Canon Compliant
  • Character Study
  • Phil's unstoppable love
  • Dan's unmovable guilt
  • Guilt
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • "I don't think I need to forgive you"
  • Established Relationship
  • Phil would wait 16 more years no questions asked
  • Phil Lester Is A Sweetheart
  • Phil Lester's "sociopathic level of chill"
  • Neurodivergent Phil Lester
  • Phil Lester is a Ray of Sunshine
  • Domestic Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Anxious Dan Howell
  • Dan Howell Has Commitment Issues
  • Podcast: Hard Launch (Phandom)

  Summary

  Phil waited sixteen years, he is not in a hurry.

  OR a little, emotional character study of Phil just before the hard launch video while he watches Dan freak out.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,000

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  37

  Kudos:

  389

  Bookmarks:

  41

  Hits:

  2,708

• grizzly trap (I'm haunted) by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: This Song - Conan Gray (Song), Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song)  

  • General Audiences
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  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  10 Oct 2025

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  • Brando/Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Brando (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Fix-It
  • Vodka Cranberry fight
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Triggered Wilson
  • Protective Brando
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Closeted Character
  • Wil and Bran finally communicating this is not a fucking drill
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Conan Gray put drugs into those music videos I swear

  Summary

  The fight at the bar triggers Wilson's PTSD. Now, Brando is forced to deal with the reasons for his own actions, and has a choice to make...

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,131

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  17

  Kudos:

  55

  Bookmarks:

  9

  Hits:

  376

• you burn inside... by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: This Song - Conan Gray (Song), Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  02 Oct 2025

  Tags

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  • Brando/Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Brando (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Smut
  • Anal Sex
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Unrequited Love
  • OR IS IT
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Exes
  • Angst
  • Caramel missing scene
  • The "fuck it let's have sex in your trailer" scene
  • Slight soft dom Brando
  • Lack of Communication
  • Wilson is down bad
  • Hurt wilson
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
  • Only thought about it doesn't happen
  • Not Actually Unrequited Love

  Summary

  He should be furious, demanding explanations, excessive apologies and groveling- and yet here he was, instead. Getting hiked up a squeaky bed at every one of Bran’s thrusts, no dignity in sight.

  OR The Caramel MV trailer sex scene no one asked for, but here it is anyways.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,042

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  50

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  774