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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    Ilya Rozanov is tired. Tired of pretending he isn't an omega. Tired of pretending Shane Hollander isn't his alpha. Tired of pretending he isn't sick.
    Years of suppressant abuse have left him barely hanging on. And when his secret comes out, recovery is no longer an option - if he wants to keep playing, it's required. On the edge of losing everything he's built, he spirals. But he's not alone, and his friends will do their best to make sure he knows that.
    Alternatively - how to rebuild a life you actually like, by Ilya Rozanov.
    Sequel to somebody notice how i'm trying.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    08 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane tried to remember the questions you were supposed to ask when you met someone’s dog. “What’s her name?”

    “Full name is Mishka Kosolapy, after very delicious Russian sweet,” the stranger replied. “But you can call her just Mishka.”

    “Hi, Mishka,” Shane said. He’d surely butchered the sharpness of the ‘k’ sound, but she perked up nonetheless. “Thank you. Since it’s so dark, I might never have found him without you. Without the two of you,” he added, glancing between the man and his dog.

    The stranger smiled again. He leaned down to stroke the top of Mishka’s head. “ночью все кошки серы.”

    Shane blinked. “What?”

    “ночью все кошки серы. Is Russian saying, means ‘all cats are grey in the dark.’ Like, when you do not know enough, it is hard to find the right answer.”

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    OR: Shane's cat runs away. Ilya finds him.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    18 Jul 2026