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Tensions from all sides of life are becoming too much for Alan.
*This takes place during the recording of Songs of Faith and Devotion*
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1989, Berlin. One night of too many drugs, a shootout, and two disasters holding on to each other. By morning, they don’t know where it all ends.
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Struggling with an identity crisis, Alan sometimes feels like he doesn't know who he is anymore.
Then, one day, five words from Dave on a live concert video wake him out of his fugue: 'Thank you, that's for Alan!'
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AU. Dave's a rock star trying to revive his career, and Alan's the journalist assigned to take him down. It's not exactly love at first sight. Originally posted on LJ in 2010.
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He waits until Martin has gotten off most of his layers – the belts and the boots and the harness gone, until only the tights and the camisole remain – and then Dave speaks up, his voice carefully casual.
“Fancy a bump?”
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Year 2015: when Lena Hartley presses play on a mysterious cassette, the song doesn’t just echo through her flat—it pulls her backward in time. Suddenly she’s in 1988, standing in the path of Depeche Mode’s tour bus, her life tangled with theirs before she can catch her breath.
From the sunburnt chaos of Pasadena to the restless nights of London, Lena and Alan Wilder —the disciplined musician —circle each other drawn closer with every stolen moment. But time has its own rules, and falling in love across decades never comes without a price.
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Mia is poised for a meteoric rise in the fashion world when a fateful meeting with Alan Wilder changes everything. He’s the brooding, brilliant musician behind the veil of a band at the height of global fame. She’s a young model with a guarded heart and a fast-moving career.
Fame, pressure, and creative ambition threaten to erode what they’ve built; while the outside world watches, speculates, and judges.
Set from 1985-Mid 90s.
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'Clean' Side Stories and POVs by MyLittleSoul for clocksworks
Fandoms: Depeche Mode (Band)
16 Dec 2025
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A series of one-shots concerning the main story 'Clean' but with alternative perspectives from other characters.
Chapter 1 "Loved you since Berlin": An alternate perspective from Dave's POV after Alan confesses his love to him.
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- Part 2 of Cleanverse
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If they talk about what's really going on between them, it would be over. If they talk about how it's more than just sex, it would destroy everything. And David doesn't want it to be over. He doesn't want anything to be destroyed. He needs it. All of it. And him. // Violator
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A Song of Faith and Devotion by gahantism
Fandoms: Depeche Mode (Band), Music RPF, British Singers RPF, Erasure (Band)
21 Dec 2024
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Dave needs to blow off steam after he ends his relationship with his now ex fiance, Teresa Conroy. What he doesn't expect is who he would meet at a kink nightclub, and how they would change each others life for the short time they would have left on this earth.
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While making Construction Time Again in Berlin, the band explores new sounds and forges new relationships. And Alan's finally making a place for himself.
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Five times Martin said goodbye. Originally posted to LJ in 2010.
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While on tour for Music for the Masses, the boys begin to feel the hard effects of life on the road. Unfortunately, the band's frustrations come to a head when Fletch insults Dave and Alan finally feels his temper beginning to fray.
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In a distant galaxy, Prince Alan and his crew are searching the furthest reaches of space for the mythical sounds of the universe. Instead, they unexpectedly find something else: an injured space pirate named Dave, who is almost at death’s door.
Against his better judgement, Alan allows him to stay aboard his spaceship and nurses him back to health.
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While on tour for Black Celebration, tensions that have been slowly building within the band reach their breaking point when word of Alan's little secret gets out.
Dave, unfortunately, gets caught in the middle.
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Dancing was his life, as well as singing. He was a young boy trapped in a nightmare.
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Dave had changed since going to LA. His hair, his wardrobe, how he acted. Alan thinks it's the drugs. But how can you convince someone to stay when they won't listen? When you're not so sure if staying is the right thing to do anymore? To open up when you can't yourself?
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It is 1997, and the remaining members of Depeche Mode have finally decided to call it a day. Alan is surprised, although not too concerned; he’s already carved out a life for himself in the British countryside, and all he wants now is a relaxed, peaceful existence.
That is, until Dave shows up on his doorstep, fresh out of rehab and looking to make amends.
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- Part 1 of Home-verse
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And there they were. Ordinary black doors, but they began to resemble the gates of hell, which were impossible to enter by any means. The footsteps quieted and slowed down — God forbid the lead singer say something rude at the beginning of a journey that hadn't even started properly yet. It all looked like a task with an asterisk, and what if he was high on drugs? He could say anything without a hint of regret. But no! Getting worked up is not the best option in any situation. Alan calmly raised his hand and knocked.
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Rebellious teenager Dave Gahan wants nothing more than to leave his hometown Basildon behind and achieve great things. The problem? He doesn’t expect to fall head over heels in love with the new, quiet bloke in school who just moved here from London.
Then Dave figures out what he needs to do to impress the new guy: start a band.