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Adam and Lawrence are in the same psych ward room, killing time and quelling the gay panic. Successfully?
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He only starts counting calories when they tell him that he needs to put some weight on. Spending five days in a bathroom with nothing caused some weight loss - especially when he was already scrawny - so they gave him a diet plan. You don’t realise how many calories are in anything until you’re forced to count them.
It starts to feel sickening. Fast food, sugar filled snacks and even fruit were laced with calories.
Or Adam develops an eating disorder after being freed from the bathroom
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so i cry i pray and i beg by therealAdamStanheight (therealLexLuthor)
Fandoms: Saw (Movies)
26 Oct 2025
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Adam is used to leaving after hookups, not... whatever this is.
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lawrence likes adam and adam is his own biggest hater
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i don't want it if you don't want it (but if you don't want it, i feel like shit) by therealAdamStanheight (therealLexLuthor)
Fandoms: Saw (Movies)
11 Oct 2025
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Adam is going to cuddle with his boyfriend tonight, and he is not going to think about or do anything sexual, because he isn't supposed to.
That's only if all goes well.
kind of a sequel to "we'll talk tomorrow" but who am i to tell you what to read first
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Adam wants to do things with Lawrence.
On a related note, Adam wants to kill himself.
projecting onto adam :( pls read the notes
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Oneshots mainly focused on pipeshipping and chainshipping. ♡
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together now (could be forever) by therealAdamStanheight (therealLexLuthor)
Fandoms: Saw (Movies)
21 Sep 2025
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Adam always thinks back to that moment, that moment of panic and fear and love and loss when he was just trying to hold on to Lawrence, to the only thing that was ever good in his life. He always remembers the feeling of Lawrence close to him, and he always wishes he could go back in time just to hold him closer. Just to reach up, just to touch his face, just to kiss him, even if he would still be left to rot and die, even if Lawrence would stare at him with shock and even if Lawrence would hate him. There was so little in Adam's life that felt real, but Lawrence was real.
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"Did you really want to die?"
Adam stared at Lawrence, confusion widespread across his face at the question.
"The voice on your tape. It said, 'Many days you have wanted to die.' What does it mean?"
"Means whoever did this has obviously been watching me on many days."
Lawrence's expression softened further, and Adam found genuine concern in his eyes.- although he was unsure why. Lawrence had no reason to care for him, he was a no-good stalker at best; not that the doctor knew that, but still. Adam felt unworthy of the older man's concern, and if he had to fight him to get rid of it he would.
"Why did you want to die?"
There was hardly any hesitation in his answer- as if he'd explained this a thousand times over. Lawrence's concern deepened at the rehearsed response. "The same reason everyone else wants to die. Because it's preferable to living."
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After a year of therapy, divorce proceedings, and getting readjusted to the endlessly arduous process of being a person, Dr. Lawrence Gordon runs into Adam Faulkner-Stanheight at an independent coffee shop.
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In what could be his last moments, Adam struggles to cope with his cruel life sentence, even more with how no one has came back for him yet. At the same time, one of John Kramer's apprentices are working to free Adam of his misery, all while trying their absolute hardest to ensure that John somehow never finds out.
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Adam and Lawrence escaped the bathroom, albeit one a week after the other. That means they're free, which means it's over, right?
Set after Saw (2004), in an AU where Adam lives. Following Adam as he navigates his traumatised life post-trap and tries to build a relationship with the only person who can understand, who also seems to be the only person who wants nothing to do with him.
This will be an eventual Adam x Lawrence, but I'm talking EVENTUAL eventual... sorry xox
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Adam lives. By accident, mostly, but he's alive.
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It took time for Lawrence to understand that Adam never really escaped.
Not many survived the traps. Odds were, if Jigsaw picked you, it was over. The strange thing was, Lawrence was grateful. But whatever peace Lawrence had found after the trap, Adam hadn’t.Or; Adam lies to Lawrence.
SAWTOBER2024 Day 2: Chained
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- Part 2 of 6sp1ral6's SAWTOBER
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“ The fear that he was going to die in here, with a bullet wound in his shoulder and a chain around his ankle. The fear that Lawrence wouldn’t come back, because he was bleeding out helplessly somewhere. The fear that they were both doomed, doomed by a madman’s sick mind.
The fear that his body would never be found, and even if it was, no one would bury him. He had pushed everyone away all his life, preferring cigarettes and work over people. And now it’s gonna haunt him, haunt him like this godforsaken bathroom will, haunt him like Lawrence’s promise.”
WHUMPTOBER DAY 14 - LEFT FOR DEAD
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- Part 2 of Whumptober 2024
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He doesn't know how long he's been in this godforsaken room. But he does know that he hasn't always been angry, he knows he was always meant to die alone. He knows that he never wanted this for himself. He knows he wishes that Lawrence had come back.
Title is from Isle of Dogs
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Adam miraculously survives the Bathroom Trap and Amanda's attempted mercy killing. He's bloody and terrified, but he returns home to pick up the pieces of his life. There, all he can find are memories. There's nowhere else to go. Lawrence would know what to do, but where is he? Did he truly escape? Adam has to find him but how can they save each other with Jigsaw in the way, watching their every moves?
This fic is largely an exploration of Adam's character post-Bathroom Trap, tied in with his past and constant angst.
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Almost a year after the bathroom, Adam is in shambles. Staying with Amanda, he can’t seem to keep his mind off of a certain doctor. Adam thinks that Lawrence doesn’t care when Amanda suggests that he go talk. What will Lawrence say when someone he thought was dead shows up at his door?
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41M Seeking housemate, preferably male.
Listing posted May 9th, 2002
2 bedroom, 1 bathroom upstairs. Both bedrooms are being used. You’d be in the fully furnished basement, which has a bathroom as well, but no shower (You can use the upstairs one.)I am a 41 year old homicide detective. I am a gay man. Don’t apply if either of those things will be a problem.
Rent is 450$ due on the first of the month. No background check, and I’d rather have it in cash. Email me at [email protected] to arrange something.
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AKA, the fic where adam and mark are weird and codependent and have a strange family dynamic that only gets worse
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``Arms wrapped around him and he huffed, he didn’t even try to blink his eyes open, they wouldn’t listen anyways. He just let them haul him across the tile, through the dried blood, his ankle was still heavy in the chain and so he knew it was a dream, it had to be. His brain shut off, his eyes glazed over. The world went black again and he was just about ready to wake up blinking in the dark again, at the shattered glass on the floor and the bathtub bubbling behind him. ``
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adam is rescued, finally. but now what? what is he going to do as his thoughts never settle and he has to learn how to be adam again and not the man who got left behind? he can't shake the smell, the memories, the pain in his shoulder. and then there's lawrence. the lawrence who came back for him, just like he promised.
[ title and chapter names from `my condition` by dead poet society ]
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Lawrence Gordon did not pine.
Adam Faulkner-Stanheight refuses to submit to the capitalist holiday of Valentines Day.
And of course, neither will gravel at the feet of another organism.
Or will they?