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Metal Always Hurts by Eliotishere
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
10 Dec 2025
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“The sharp blade digs into his pale skin and splits it apart as Tony painfully holds back any whimpers, cries, winces, or anything that would make him sound weak, biting onto his lip for dear life as blood drips from his forearm and onto the dull cemented floor.”
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In which Tony uses his armor, that he’s always used for his protection, as the blade he uses to slash open his wrists.
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bitter by graveltotempo
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Dec 2025
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Tony was pregnant in Siberia.
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- Part 19 of you WILL be sorry
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We all Float Down Here (And You Will Too) by Brownie_points
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
06 Aug 2025
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All Tony had wanted was a family, but he had to go and ruin the closest thing he had. He didn't know why it hurt so much, he should be used to this by now.
He opened another bottle.
OR: Tony Stark was not in a good place after the events of the media-dubbed 'civil war'. His friends are busy with the fallout and, because of that, he has no reliable support system. He acts in the only way he can.
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Hollow Words by FallinFromHighPlaces
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Oct 2024
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'How about Anthony? Anthony Edward Stark?'
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Before he ends it all, Tony Stark decides to make one last phonecall.
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Tony doesn't want to end the world, but Clint and Phil don't want to kill him.
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- Part 62 of Tumblr Title Fics
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Freeze or Flop by belis
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
02 Jul 2024
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Tony has been dealing with heart problems in some shape or form for a long time now, and it never crossed his mind that it would render him unfit for duty. After all, the suit was there. However, the combination of worsening heart function and PTSD was rapidly taking Tony to the edge of what he could compensate for with his technology. Tony tried to avoid any potential triggers. It became increasingly difficult as even the lightest reminder of his past traumas was sufficient to set him off. He had become irritable and prone to angry outbursts. Jarvis and Dummy had felt the brunt of it on account of the fact that he spent most of the time in his lab, isolating himself from the world. He felt depression slowly creeping in. He hadn't felt so low since he'd been convinced that he was going to die from palladium poisoning.
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- Part 2 of Acute Stress Response
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Fight or flight by belis
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), The Incredible Hulk (2008), Marvel
03 May 2024
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Tony was exhausted. He had willed himself to stay awake for as long as possible dreading what was going to happen when he fell asleep. He'd wake up to his own screaming, drenched in a cold sweat, plagued by recurring nightmares.
During the day, it was another struggle; he was troubled by flashbacks, all relating to either New York or Afghanistan. At times he was aware that they were just products of his imagination, but sometimes they were so intense that for the short duration that they lasted he would completely lose touch with reality, reliving the experience as if it was happening all over again.
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- Part 1 of Acute Stress Response
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Lights, Camera, Bitch Smile by IKolBriar
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Iron Man (Movies)
24 Apr 2024
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Tony is a depressed, anxious, and traumatized motherfucker but the world only wants to see the Genius, Bilianare, Playboy, Philanthropist.
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This World Without You (Is A Cruel Place To Live) by TonyStarkWasAbleToBuildThisInACave
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
10 Apr 2024
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“Peter?”
Tony whispers the word as if it is the most fragile thing in the entire world. As if a name so pure and unbroken being uttered by a man so drastically different, imperfect and unwholly, could destroy the very existence of the person it belonged to. Because the name ‘Peter’ belonged to one person and one person only and that was Tony’s Peter. Nothing else, no one else mattered.Read The Tags For Triggers! This is not a happy ending story guys!
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It should have been me by JohnPuller
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Doctor Strange (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
25 Dec 2023
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In another universe, it wasn´t Tony who put the gauntlet on. It was Stephen. It wasn´t Tony who took the sacrifice, it was Stephen. It wasn´t Tony who died, but he was the one to live with the consequences.
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- Part 23 of advent calendar 2023
- Part 3 of In another universe
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They’re a Strange Thing, Tally Charts [PODFIC] by TheeOraclesCorner
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
29 Aug 2023
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Tally charts have lots of uses and each of the Avengers use them for various reasons, be it to record prank victories or as a means of voting on what the team's movie of the week would be. They are harmless. Well...mainly harmless.
Of course, the exception to the rule was Tony's use of them. The genius carved tally charts into his skin, where he could hide them under his clothes, keeping record of the lives lost due to him. A record of the innocent civilians killed by his weapons and due to his failures as Iron Man. Nobody else realised it, but Tony needed to be punished. If the team wasn't going to reprimand him for his failings, Tony would do it himself.
The only problem was, there was only so much skin Tony could cut before someone noticed the scars over his body.
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three forks, la la la by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, SpongeBob SquarePants (Cartoon), Toy Story (Movies)
31 Dec 2022
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tony stark gets fucked by a sponge and a spork
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Not Your Fault by imeaty
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
12 Nov 2022
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What if Steve Rogers died in Siberia when he tried to stop Tony from hurting Bucky? Tony’s reactor exploded when Steve struck his shield into his chess. Tony survived the explosion, but Steve- he is long gone. Steve’s soul, however, is then trapped in the Avengers building, watching Tony falling apart piece by piece while discovering his feelings for Tony and Tony’s feelings for him.
Could Steve, once again, save Tony from himself?
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[REWRITTEN] You Chose The Wrong Side by Harbinger02
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
13 Apr 2022
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Tony wakes up two months after his fight with Captain America and The Winter Soldier, only to find that many things have changed. Including him.
Siberia opened his eyes. The Avengers weren’t his family and Steve Rogers isn’t his friend. He never was and he will he damned if he lets someone walk over him like that again.
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Masks by orderofoddfellows (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
04 Apr 2022
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Tony Stark had masks to hide behind.
Sometimes forgot who he really was.
People expected too much of him, but who could blame them? He was an egotistic bastard as far as they knew. Who cares though?
It was easier to hide than to face himself.
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Here's Hoping by dazzlemebaby
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
25 Feb 2021
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Tony Stark: Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist and... teen dad?
Or, the story of how Tony Stark does his best to raise his son and somehow acquires four more children along the way.
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One, Two, Fuck It’s You by JayMor
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Oct 2020
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Tony Stark has a soulmate—two actually. Except they’re a legendary pairing and have no room for him, especially given that one is dead and the other (recently discovered not-dead) hates him. And then they’re both not dead. Which doesn’t solve the hating him issue.
Tony is kind of over it.Series
- Part 1 of Counting 'Verse
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Dying a hero by IdontfeelrealwhenImalone
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
28 Jun 2020
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He remembers yelling at Ste- Rogers to end it. To kill him. He should have ended the work. He should have killed Tony. But he didn’t. He should’ve expected that too. After all, when had Rogers ever listened to Tony? He should never have trusted Rogers.
What was it they say? If you want something done right… do it yourself
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to let fair things pass by by ThatWeirdGuyInTheBushes
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
26 Apr 2020
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Tony's scared of a lot of things, but he's handling it all just fine on his own. He doesn't need to call in the cavalry just because he's not recovered yet.
Alternatively; Showers, John Keats, and the disagreeability of Jack Daniel's whiskey.
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[podfic] in another life (you and i) by The_Casual_Sounds (the_casual_cheesecake) for isozyme
Fandoms: Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
19 Jan 2020
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It’s a man, half-clad in silver armor. His face is covered by an angular mask, eyes glowing blue slits. The suit is a sick frankenstein of Captain America and Iron Man. Tony raises his palms, readying a repulsor blast.
The man opposite him raises a red-gloved hand which, like a terrible mirror, bears an identical repulsor.
----------------------------------------The Civil Warrior makes it to Earth-616 six months too late.